Title: *____new years resolution]]
Date/Time: Saturday, December 31, 2005 // 2:31 PM

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*____new years resolution]]

• 
  To be the best that I can be. In everything.
  
  To be a better person, inside out.
  I know. Sounds so cliched right? But who cares, I mean it.
  Heh.
  
  Be more thrifty.
  I've been spending money like no tomorrow.
  
  OR
  
  I could save money and go buy a digicam.
  Hmmm. I'll decide later. Heh. =P
  
  Get over someone I think I have SO lost.
  And Embrace SINGLE-hood. Cos it ROCKS!
  =Convincing thyself=
  
  There's more, but I'd like to keep it to myself. =)
  
  Everything posted is only on the surface
  
  

Title: *____gd-bye 2005. heloo 2006.]]
Date/Time: 1:52 PM

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• 
  So much have happened since 2005.
  
  I've had hysterics. I have teared.
  I have gained. I have lost.
  
  But what gained have definitely overweighed the lost.
  Sure the lost wasn't at all that pleasant. But from what was lost, you gain. You gain insights about others. And more importantly about yourself. From these losses you discover yourself. You understand yourself better. You become stronger.
  
  Sure, it would have been so much better if you could do all that without losing right? But I guess, that's just how life works.
  
  As the saying goes,
  What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
  
  I have walked. I have experienced. I have conquered.
  
  2006? bring it!
  
  

Title: *____love for pictionary]]
Date/Time: Friday, December 30, 2005 // 2:36 PM

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• 
  Have you ever heard of a group of people playing pictionary on msn?
  Yup. You read it right.
  PICTIONARY on MSN.
  
  No? Haven't heard of it?
  
  Well, you should try it. Cos it's loads of fun. I mean LOADS of fun! Hehe.
  
  MSN + PICTIONARY = LOADS OF FUN
  
  Yay! Hee.
  
  What you need:
  1) lots of emoticons
  OR
  2) MSN messenger 7.0 onwards
  3) good drawing skills with mouse, or touch pad
  
  People around you who have no idea what you're doing, would probably call you crazy for laughing out loud on your own.
  
  But who cares right? =P
  
  Played with Hanim and Shukri yesterday. Actually with Hanim, but Shuk joined later. You guys rawk! Hee. =)
  
  Was inspired by Hanim actually.
  
  But after playing for so long, till 2++am, our my MSN began to make trouble. Haiz. So sad. It was a sign. LOL.
  
  Anyone reading this should really try pictionary on MSN.
  
  Because, come on, repeat after me:
  
  MSN + PICTIONARY = LOADS OF FUN
  =D
  
  
  
  credits goes to hanim ;)
  

Title: *____finding happiness]]
Date/Time: Thursday, December 29, 2005 // 4:02 PM

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*____finding happiness]]

• 
  
  
  Scatter seed of kindness,
  Where ever you go
  
  Scatter bits of courtesy,
  Watch them grow and grow
  
  Gather buds of friendship,
  Keep them till full-bloom
  
  If the world seems cold to you,
  Kindle fires to warm it
  
  Look around,
  And be grateful for what you've got
  
  Nothing should be taken for granted,
  For you never know
  It might disappear
  Just the next day
  
  Count your blessings
  That's all it takes
  
  = Convincing thyself =

Title: *____me, so they claim]]
Date/Time: Tuesday, December 27, 2005 // 3:50 PM

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• 
  You're blue -
  
  The most soothing shade of the spectrum.
  The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean
  Blue has traditionally symbolized
  Trust,
  Solitude, and
  Loyalty.
  
  Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own,
  
  You'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances.
  
  Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you -
  
  They're soothed by your calming presence.
  
  Cool and collected, you rarely overreact.
  
  Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision.
  
  That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue - and patently you!
  
  Some or rather most are true =P
  
  There's more to me than amidst the eye. Something so much deeper. Somethings, so little have seen. *winks*

Title: *____not been easy]]
Date/Time: Monday, December 26, 2005 // 10:12 PM

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*____not been easy]]

• 
  soRRy if I've huRt youR feelings in any way.
  
  but you've got to know that I'll always caRe for you.
  
  
  don't want to lose you again.
  
  but if that is what fate has in stoRed for us, i'll have to accept it.
  
  so, do take caRe of youRself, and listen to the doctoR for once.
  
  
  it's not been easy.
  
  if you'Re Reading this, just wanted to say

YOU ArE BEING MISSED.

maybe my ego / pRide is too big oR maybe even too shy to say it stRaight at you. But if you'Re Reading this, just know that I mean it.

Title: *____actual engagement]]
Date/Time: Sunday, December 25, 2005 // 11:57 PM

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• 
  25/12
  
  Purposely make two posts. If not some people will complain. Saying that it is too long? Hmmm.
  
  Was so exciting! People kept coming in. With gubahans each time. Heh. If I'm not wrong, there's more than 25 gubahans. People just kept on giving.
  
  Took pictures. Mingled.
  
  Interview with my uncle
  Uncle: So, what's your comments?
  Me: Very exciting
  Uncle: Exciting? Pasal waiting for your turn.
  Me: Haha. Takdelah. Pasal, very the kecoh. Best.
  Uncle: Oh. Ingat tak sabar nak your turn. *laughs*
  Me: Haha. Pe jer
  
  Interview with auntie
  Aunt: Nurul, tak rasa iri hati?
  Me: Huh? Iri hati? Haha. Takde lah. Lagi lame lagi. *grins*
  Aunt: ...
  Erm, actually, I can't remember what she said after that.
  But I know, she switched her target to my brother. Pheewh!
  
  Proceeded to the girls place. As usual, BOYANS have always been known for their kecoh-ness. When we got down to the car park, everyone was still like deciding who got into which car. Carrying the 1 ton of gubahan, it took forever.
  
  Got into respective cars. Reached the girls place, and I suddenly had a bad attack of stomach ache. It was REALLY bad. I could hardly breathe. Heh. Been having them since morning. 3 am mind you. Quickly rushed to the toilet. Haha.
  
  Took more pictures. More mingling.
  
  Blah3. Got back to my aunts place. Watched the video taken.
  
  Watched HANYUT. Scary to see how the society is turning out to be. Hope I'll be protected from everything bad. ? *pleading*
  
  SEMOGA JODOH BERKEKALAN. AMIN. =)

Title: *____pre-tunang]]
Date/Time: 11:25 PM

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  24/12
  
  Was at my aunt's place preparing for my cousin's tunang that would take place on 25/12. Arrived in the afternoon and helped out with the gubahans and everything.
  
  Helped Tanter stick two chocholate hearts together to make it a WHOLE heart. Heh. Sticked sweet onto the doll. The doll was literally wearing sweets. The gubahans were are really nice! I'll upload them when I get the photos. Heh.
  
  Then the adults had to go for some other jemputans at other places. At first, wanted to tag along but then changed my mind. Too lazy. Too leceh. Must gosok baju, selendang and everything. So decided to stay at my aunts place with the KIDS.
  
  Was the best. Was a child for 3 hours or so. We played some games. The plot was like this.
  There are 3 secret agents, 1 pet shop owner who's the bad guy, and I'm the cashier in the pet shop.
  3 agents: French, German, British.
  1 pet shop owner: *I don't know. He didn't identify himself. LOL.
  Cashier [me]: Thai. wahahaha.
  
  It was really funny lah. They can come up with the zaniest ideas. You've got to be there to actually see how funny it was. And besides, I can't really remember a lot of what happened. Heh. Don't mind me. =P
  
  Then, played JUNIOR pictionary with the kids. SO FUN! I luRRve pictionary! It gets your adrenaline pumping. LOVE IT! Haha. You can really get interesting weird answers from the kids. SO CUTE!
  
  Then the girls were trying to do cartwheels / somersaults. They were asking me how. So I sort of showed them how to, and all. Hehe. I've still got them in me. yay! =D
  
  MISS BEING A KID.

Title: *____1,2,3,4]]
Date/Time: Friday, December 23, 2005 // 9:23 PM

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• 
  Wondering what the numbers mean?
  
  Hmm. Won't give it out just yet. You'll figure it out somehow.
  
  So went out with Hanim, Shukri and Ramdan today. Four people only. Thought of ajak-ing more people but some people one nanti kekok. Haha.
  
  So anyways, Hanim reached there on the dot. I was 10 mins late. But the guys were even later. But guess they had some school stuff to do. So anyways, proceeded to the Grassroot Club. Hanim and I really had no idea where to go, we just kept walking straight. When we hear someone from the back say LEFT or RIGHT, we'll just follow. Haha. We were like two idiots walking aimlessly.
  
  Played pool.
  First time I actually hit the ball, touched the stick and all. =x Sounds wrong. As I was saying, I've never actually played played pool. Pathetic right? I've only been around the table, watching my friends or family play. Who knew I'm not that sucky in pool. Haha. Cool. Hanim got the ball to jump. Come on Hanim, don't be modest. We know you were trying to do a trick shot. =P
  
  Then, went bowling.
  It was only my second time. Sheesh. Again, sad, I know. The bowling ball berat. Hanim and I kept urut-ing each other. The shoulder, the fingers. Haha. Oh, and when Ramdan made a strike, he was like so action lah. Do the collar thingy and all. Funny stuff.
  
  Had lollipop. =)
  
  Then went to NYP to do Asar prayers. Again, me and Hanim were walking aimlessly. Waiting for the people behind us to say LEFT or RIGHT. Heh. Sek sesat jer. Heh.
  
  Thanks for the treat Shuk. All three of them. =D
  
  Know what the numbers mean? Hmmm.

Title: *____my forte]]
Date/Time: 11:11 AM

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  Pushing people away
  That's my forte
  I don't know why
  And that's not a lie
  
  I'm just confused
  Over what you ask?
  I really don't know
  Maybe over this whole show
  
  Give me guidance
  Show me the right path
  Protect me please
  Oh dear God.
  
  - Forgive me for I have wronged -
  - You'll do better without me -
  some emo shit

Title: *____never]]
Date/Time: Thursday, December 22, 2005 // 6:14 PM

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*____always]]

• 
  not a day have passed
  where you are not thought of
  not a day have passed
  where you are not remembered
  
  for
  you will always be thought of
  you will always be remembered
  
  trust me
  believe me
  
  but something is holding me back
  dont know who
  dont know what
  
  maybe
  just maybe
  its just me
  
  forgive me
  for im not perfect
  nor flawless
  im full of imperfections
  im full of flaws
  
  we are worlds apart
  but even so, you will always be remembered
  in my heart
  
  always

-emotionally drained-

Title: *____rants]]
Date/Time: 3:41 PM

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• 
  
  Been quite a while since I've updated my blog. I mean two days. Seems pretty long to me. Heh.
  
  So anyways, not much have been going on. Went out on Monday with Rashidah. She needed some help and all. Met at Compass point. As usual, we were being our retarded self. And when the battery go flat, we headed to the library to find a powerpoint. I mean, I didn't want to go to her house. So we had to make do with the situation.
  
  So blah3, then there was this cute Chinese toddler that came up to me while I was goofing around with my lappy. Then the mother grandmother said, "don't disturb AUNTIE". Auntie?? She called me auntie??!! LOL. I know im no longer a toddler like her son grandson, but neither am I like her. Maybe Must be the clothes I was wearing. Rashidah said her mom and auntie have the same clothes. Only in different colours. Kurang asam betol korang eh. But hey. I must say, your mom and auntie have got good super-dee-dooper taste. =P
  
  I was speechless. More like shocked. My eyes almost popped out. Of course my dear friend of 5 years could not help but laugh. But I've got to admit it, was darn quite funny. Oh, and saw Hanim on the way home.
  
  On Tuesday, didn't go anywhere, just stayed at home. Do the normal stuff you would do when you stay at home. Rested my mind. A lot have been going on. Pretty emotionally draining. I need to get my life back on track man. Slept early.
  
  On Wednesday, went out with Hanim. Bought the selendang that was promised. And no, I SO did not say the person at the shop was hot! I said he was scary. HOT, SCARY. I see no link babe. Hanim, you should really get you ear checked. You better be reading this HANIM. Hmmm. From there, went to Causeway point. Walk here, walk there. Hanim kept saying I worked here, I worked there. Yar we know. NEXT! Haha. Kidding. Joke Hanim, joke.
  
  Wont be seeing much of me online. Affein lappy-napped my laptop for some project thingy hes got to do. Will get it back tomorrow night. WHEE! Miss it already. *sobs*

Title: *____celebrating 21 years of brotherhood]]
Date/Time: Monday, December 19, 2005 // 9:30 PM

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• 
  Went to celebrate affeins bday yesterday. Happy birthday again dear bro! Love ya! Hee. Met kak noorma at bishan mrt, and proceeded from there to meet din at toa payoh. Its been quite awhile since all of us go out together. It was planned like so many weeks before, but a lot people could not make it, for whatever reasons. But hey, at least it was more than 4 people. In fact, there were 5. haha. What a vast difference. Heh.
  

Bday boy

Kak nadia was late, so we decided to go to starbucks to chill while waiting for her.
Some people just cant stop snapping pictures. I wonder who. Hmmm.

Had a little feast at PIZZA HUT. Couldnt eat that much. Dont get me wrong. The food was great. Just had something in my mind. Macam jadi tak ade selere. Heh.

Just HAPPY! =)
After eating, we chilled for a while. The guys went off first cos they had to book in first. Din hadnt packed [so he claims]. lol. Meeting who only eh. *wink wink*

So it was just the girls left. Kak nadia was going to meet her family later on, to have dinner. But before that, she wanted to buy bday present for Danial. She went with her boy friend, while me and kak noorma went to al-falah. We didnt have time to meet her cos I had to be home by 2115 to pass my bro some stuff he needed to bring back to camp.

Title: *____rashidah's true love]]
Date/Time: Sunday, December 18, 2005 // 11:38 AM

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• 
  Exclusive by ex-blogger, Nur Rashidah Binte Muhammad Khalid, author of the now-defunct mypr3rogative.blogspot.com
  
  
  
  A Love That Knows No Bounds
  
  
  
  I didn't fall for him when I first saw him. I was a snob, and felt that I was too good for him. I turned the other cheek and instead fell for his cooler brother. But too bad, because his bro was out of my league.
  
  Heartbroken, I was on the rebound and fell for his cousin. He wasn't great, but hey, that's why it's called rebound love. I badly wanted him, and did everything in my power for him to be mine. Even Faridah, who was hard to impress, approved of my taste. There was no doubt, he will be mine the minute I see him again.
  
  But when I met his cousin the second time, I realised that he had flaws and he's not exactly my type.
  
  Then I saw HIM, in the corner, so forlorn. He looked at me unfalteringly. It felt like serendipity. Something stirred inside of me and I walked up to him. God, he looked so good under the fluorescent light. I deliberated if I should make him mine. I was scared - it was my first time after all - but Yasin backed me up. He said to go for it and so I did.
  
  And now I couldn't be happier. He completes me. Sure, he's not what my sweetest dreams are made of but hey, nothing's perfect. I brought him home to the family. They approved. My sister just couldn't get enough. Even my mom was fascinated by him.
  
  But we don't get along sometimes. Like when he refuses to listen to me and switches off. I get mad but in the end, he's there for me. And after every disagreement, we come out stronger than before and I treasure him more than ever.
  
  He's always dressed in pink, but please don't question his sexual orientation. Like they always say, "it takes a real man to wear pink".
  
  I hope he and I last forever. To my baby boy - I love you. You're worth the wait. You will always be.....
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  my creative zen nano plus. whahahahaha!!!
  
  
  
  Lesson learnt: Be more open-minded. And not so naive. Muahahahahahaha. You've been punk'd!
  
  A deception inspired by Faridah Bte Mohd Saad. Biatches rule!

Title: *____ just like yesterday]]
Date/Time: Saturday, December 17, 2005 // 8:33 PM

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*____ just like yesterday]]

• 
  HAPPY BDAY AFFEIN! Turned 21 sey. Phee-wheet! Heh.
  
  He was telling us about how he got sabo-ed on his bday by his NS-mates. And all other extremely funny incidents that happened in there. There are two stories that are still fresh in my mind. Anyone keen to find out more, ask me personally. Heh. Needs the human touch to give the full effect. No computer can replace that. Hmm.
  
  
  Went to Johor today. Its been quite awhile since we went out as a family. All five of us. Considering my eldest bro have been busy with his exams. And my elder bro who is serving NS. As a fireman. lol. Never in my life have I thought other peoples life would be in my bros hands. =x heh. But im sure they can never get a better rescuer. *bluek* I didnt mean that. The [can never get a better rescuer]of course. Hahaha! Erm. Excuse me. =x
  
  Such wonderful feelings my family can bring to me. Especially when we are together all at once. Its like having chocolate ice cream with Hersheys fudge. HEAVENLY right?! I know!
  
  We woke up so early, hoping to avoid the traffic at causeway. But somehow, it just found us. We were at the bridge for almost 3 1/2 hours! Can you imagine?! That was worst than my longest jam, 2 ½ hours.
  
  As usual there were those f*ing naughty drivers right? Creating a lane of their own at the right and when they reach near the checkpoint, they will try their hardest to hempet to the right. So we were like cursing in the car about how selfish they were. Including my mom. But when we were seriously talking about bashing them up, looking staring at them, my mom would be saying [no no no. dont dont]. You should see her reaction. So cute. Yaya-papaya only. Haha.
  
  Surviving the jam was a tremendously joyous. Cos we left so early in the morning, we hvnt had breakfast yet. So we singgah-ed at SINGGA SELALU. There were earlier birds. [get it?] So anyways, there were so much to choose from, and so many good looking people / things to look at. Amazing. Memang SINGGAH SELALU, di- SINGGAH SELALU Heh.
  
  And coincidentally, we saw my ustazah there. USTAZAH HASNAH. She have not changed one bit. Loud shrieks, the normal mak ciks pukol-ing and etc. Except for the fact that she is SO much less garang. Back then, she was always so garang towards us- the students. Anytime the children see her, they will scream CABOOOOT!!! Hahaha! Such fond, fond memories.
  
  After all that hoo- haa, we went shopping. I mean shopping. Really shopping. Think my dads pocket has burn holes on them. Haha. But its not because of me. I swear. I spent ever so little of his money today. I mean it. He already warned me not to buy anything. So I didnt. Except for one t- shirt. Just one. =) Yay me. Finally over came buying so much stuff when in Malaysia.
  
  - R. Back together. Just like yesterday -

Title: *____ places to go]]
Date/Time: Friday, December 16, 2005 // 8:37 PM

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*____ places to go]]

Realize that I have nothing better than to keep reposting posts on my blog. Then again, when school holiday ends, I would probably not update as much.

Causes:
- fatigue -
- lack of time -

All have been settled. Wasnt settled the way it was planned though. But still, its settled. And I hope, hope real hard, that I am making the right decision.

Its a nice feeling. Knowing that Ive still got YOU. <3

Anyway, was suppose to have a reunion with my primary school friends. But it was postponed. HAIZ! Actually, yesterday, it was cancelled. Then it was un- cancelled. And after gosok-ing my baju and all today, got a call from S and a message from K saying its postponed. I was so looking forward to the reunion. But since so many people could not make it, it had to be postponed. K was really sorry. He even offered to say sorry personally. LOL. How thoughtful. But then I said, 'aiyoh no need lah'. It was not Ks fault anyway. Heh.

So anyways, got to go now. Going to my grandparents place. Finally! I get to go out today. WHEE! WOOHOO! Miss them many many.

Title: *____eyes wide open. insomnia suffer-err?]]
Date/Time: 1:03 AM

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*____eyes wide open. insomnia suffer-err?]]

• 
  The clock is showing 0025 now.
  
  Still, my eyes are plastered to the laptop screen. I cant get myself to sleep. Tomorrow is going to be physically and emotionally draining I presume. But knowing all that, I still cannot sleep.
  
  These days, I have had very little sleep. Have no idea why. Once I wake up, I can never fall asleep again. Most of the time, that is. Heh. And the construction in front of my block, is SO not helping. Cant they start a little later than 0800? Too hardworking lah. No body I know said the needed a link way from my block to the CC.
  
  Gosh! What is wrong? I need to catch up on my zZzZs before school starts. But at the rate I am going, I may never get there.
  
  
  What lack of sleep have done to me:

My eyes!

- So horrible -

My face!

- Full of pimples -

My back!

- Hurts -

My emotions!

- Swayed easily -

Not pretty. Not cute.

Anyway, happen to prance upon my friends blog and saw this. Could not help but smile.

Tak kenal maka tak cinta
Bluergh

Allow me to change that to:
Setelah kenal maka lagi tak cinta.

Cute isnt it? Heh.

Title: *____settling it all]]
Date/Time: Thursday, December 15, 2005 // 8:03 PM

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*____settling it all]]

• 
  
  Nothing is worst than haunting from the past. Even more so, when you WANT to forget the past, and thought you already did. Finally stopping the denial and realizing that you never did. In fact, never wanted to. Hoping. Just hoping, that it was all but just a bad dream.
  
  And somehow, you just cant help but turn back. Turn back. To see what it was that you missed so much. To see what it was that you were missing. To see what it was that you did wrong. To see what you wished you could change. Change it all, just so that it would stop. Stop. Just stop.
  
  But you know that all is done. And there is no turning back. Turning back would just cause you more pain. Nothing you ever do will make it right again. All have crumbled. All have shattered. All you can ever do now is just scrutinize. Scrutinize from afar. Scrutinize helplessly.
  
  But. . .
  
  But. . .
  
  But what if history is repeating itself? The past returns. Would you walk the same path? The path you hoped all this while would have remained? The path you have been longing for so long? The path that have faded, but now un-fades?
  
  Would I?
  
  Settling it all. Tomorrow.

Title: *____from the past]]
Date/Time: Wednesday, December 14, 2005 // 11:20 PM

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*____from the past]]

• 
  You came back into my life. Hoping it would be like it used to. Its not that easy. Really isnt.
  
  
  But Im afraid. Afraid of getting hurt again. Im so doubtful. Doubtful of you. Of me. Of us.
  
  
  Nothing will ever be the same. Nothing will ever be the same with you. Nothing.
  
  -torn apart-

Title: *____whatever things]]
Date/Time: 5:25 PM

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• 
  
  Listening to some music and thought, 'hey. Why not write something___ ermm... something___ just something.' something I would love to read the next time I happen to come across it.
  
  I realize that it is less or never that we would experience the same things in life.
  
  The feelings you may be feeling today, you may not feel the next day. It takes so much effort to actually keep the feeling you have had the day before, and keep it for the next day. Does it not?
  
  But then again, it's different when you are in love or worrying about something. In love, I’m very sure. Worry, pretty much. How bout anger? Anger is something that always goes away the next day, right? I mean hey, for me, getting angry is.. How do I say it? Ok so when I’m pissed at someone, it goes easily. I sometimes even forget about arguments I’ve head with shit heads. =x. but of course, if you cross the line, then you no longer exist in my world. There are limitations to everything. Very little people have seen me explode. When I say explode, I mean EXPLODE. Shouting at the top of my laughs, with veins protruding. Hands flying all over. Finger pointing. Haha. And the people that have sure wish they haven’t. I can be the nicest. But if you provoke me, the biatch in me will come to life. That’s not very pretty to watch. Heh.
  
  K, so anyways, I realize that I think too much of other people’s feelings? Is it strength, or is it a weakness? I can’t bear to see others hurt, but it’s ok if I’m the one hurt? Seriously, I hate being the one that cause others to hurt. It would take me a heartbeat to turn time if that was to happen. I get worked up easily over the puniest things. Drive myself crazy sometimes.
  
  But does that mean that I should be unfeeling biatch? How do you get something totally UN-nice come across to be something SUPER-DEE-DOOPER nice? Ok, maybe I’m asking too much. How do you get something totally UN-nice to be, considerably ACCEPTABLE? Certainly not easy. Someone will get hurt. And I hate being the one that causes that.
  
  Oh, I have this theory that some who don’t speak up much actually have many many things to say. But they can’t say it out cause they think about too many things at one time. And when they finally want to say it out, something else crops up in their tiny little genius head. And finally, they can’t really get it out. It a vicious cycle really. No doubt.
  
  Ok that was totally random. -_-‘’

Title: *____emily rose awaits]]
Date/Time: 12:06 AM

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been trying to kill time. waiting for my brother to finish his prayers so that we can watch emily rose together. i know the movie have been out for so many weeks, not even showing anymore i pressume. and we have the cd for even a longer time. heh. just didn't have the time. *sobs* well, i see him lipating his sarong, and grabbing some bantals.

he started w/o me! cos i asked him too. lol. he's not that mean. =)

well, emily rose waiting for me. oh, and my brother too.

toodles!