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Date/Time: Wednesday, July 26, 2006 // 3:53 PM
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Lin turned 20 today!
yes my dear, i purposely make the font big. =P
heart you many many.
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FRIDAYin conjuction with racial harmony, we wore baju kurung and baju kebaya! HAHA.
semangat.
there were a lot of other people who wore baju kurung and stuff.
and its interesting how malay ethnic costume is the favourite choice. =D
im proud to be MALAY! *throws a wide grin.
i think i look pale. hmmm.
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went for the mosque meeting.
great great. =D
i see some things beginning to materialize. whee.
the pulau ubin trip may just happen. YAY =)))
but while going through it, i got more questions written then i did answers. hmm.
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went on to eat some 24 hour restaurant with the family. shared with them some of the things that happened during the meeting. i was so excited i kept blabbing about it.
they were so great. so supportive. =DD
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SATURDAYwent to my auntie's for an a monthly gathering, and i must say that i am in love with these kids.
let me introduce you to them.
everyone, meet khalisyah and amar asyraf. =D
amar looks like some hindustan hero or something. haha.
the youngest in the cousin of 22. and that's not counting the 1 that is coming soon.
they are so cute!
you see eh, amar loves motorbikes. so when affein was no longer behind them (cos they live at woodlands), he cried ALL the way from toa payoh to woodlands.
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SUNDAY went johor with my parents. =D
we walked about 3km to giant at pelangi while the car was being serviced.
phewh.
but it was great. exercise after eating. =))
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going for a camp on saturday.
and i just told my dad not to miss me cos he wont see me then.
he said he wont.
but i know he will. =P
short and concise
Title: bad day
Date/Time: Monday, July 24, 2006 // 6:35 PM
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today hasnt been a good day for me. probably because i woke up on the wrong side of the bed. but that's impossible. my bed is against the wall. hmmm.
anyways, bear with me while i feed you with my not-so-good day.
firstly, i was feeling feverish. since the night before. cold sweats, aching joints. ouh! and and, my skin was is extra sensitive. and i know thats a sign of getting fever. i felt like vomitting. my head was throbbing. ouch. =(
and because of this, i gave biochem a miss today.
but since i had UT after school, i still had to get my butt to school.
i had everything mapped out, planned. leave home at 3.30pm and reach school by 4pm. just nice. but bus 169 HAD to be late. i swear i was at the bus stand for a long time. long enough for me to be late for the test!
i was literally biting my fingernails. then liyana called and asked me where i was. that made me feel even more nervous. that was already 1610! if my fingernails were any shorter, i would have bitten my whole hand off.
finally the bus reached! phewh. but somehow, 103527637645 people were able to fit into that bus. it was taking WAY too long.
im telling you, 169 was travelling at 10km/h.
as soon as 169 reached the bus stop, i RAAAAANNN towards the agora. people probably thought i was crazy. running into school instead out of school.
i couldnt and didnt waste much time. in between the brisk walking and running, i took out my lappy and switched it on.
that was when one of my balls dropped, and was never found ever again. =(
you know, the one where you put under the lappy to help in the ventilation.
hmph.
excuse me while i wear this,
and cheer myself up.
turning myself invinsible.
Title: UT
Date/Time: Sunday, July 23, 2006 // 6:22 PM
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i know im suppose to be studying for my anatomy UT right now, but im distracted yet again. darn. having wireless can be a bummer sometimes. especially when you've got a test tmr, and all you get is distracted. i know im gonna hate myself for this after the UT tmr.
ouh, and beware. LONG POST AHEAD. =D
on fri, applied chem UT. and i think i kinda screwed it up. didnt finish some of the questions. 30 minutes is seriously not enough. AAAH.
and my grades havent been ouh-so-wonderful either. for all the UTs. except for anatomy. =)) but that wasnt an A. no As for UT! grrr.
ok, NOW im really gonna hate myself.
i hate hating myself. so, i'll blog some other time. HAHA.
therefore, the warning no longer stand. =))
going to study for anna-tommy test now. (HAHAHA)
keep a look out for my long post next time round. muahaha. =D
Title: horoscopes
Date/Time: Thursday, July 20, 2006 // 11:26 AM
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Horoscopes are bullcrap. HAHA. here's mine for today.
You should be on cloud nine for most of the day today, dear Gemini. As evening sets in, however, situations might arise that are too heavy for you to feel comfortable with. People will have had enough of your gossip by then, so give it a rest. Kick back and plan for next week. You might also want to take a more serious approach to your romantic commitments by examining your true feelings about your partner.
first of all, i do not gossip.
secondly, i seldom feel that things are too heavy for me to feel comfortable. because im naturally nonchalant. =P which is not always a good thing.
and thirdly, i dont have a partner.
but i am beginning to think that today is going to be a good one. ok, perhaps it isnt totally bullcrap afterall. bahh. fun actually, to match the truth from the not. to read if it did match, and if it didnt.
whee. im a happy camper. lalalala.
humming to elmo's world.
i've just proven myself right.
that i cannot study in a group for long. heh.
and i keept getting weird weird numbers as missed calls. hmmm.
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Date/Time: 12:04 AM
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my brother kept disturbing me.
i got so geram and irritated, that i did this.
i felt REALLY bad when i saw what i made it to be. =/
GOTCHA!
he got it during his silat competition. =P
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windows live messenger hates me.
always asking me to debug and some error thing keeps appearing.
its making my lappy SOOOO laggy. grrr. too-pid.
am going to switch back to 7.5 or sth. anything but windows live messenger.
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group study tmr. i've never been able to study with friends. bahh. but let's try that tmr. haha. hopefully i wont get distracted by things, especially by the girls behaviour. HAHA.
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isnt it amazing how somethings keep popping right back in when you just try to run away from them?
well, the girls and i had some kind of a debate between fate and coincidence. i feel so passionately about it that i am going to write this. hee.
coincidence:
chance happening: something that happens by chance in a surprising or remarkable way
fate:
destiny: something consequential that inevitably happens to somebody or something - let's thank encarta dictionary© they come in handy.
so really, is there such a thing as coincidence?
many may say that if something happens once, twice, its coincidence. but its fate when it happens more than that.
well, in my opinion (and i believe strongly in this) there really isnt.
y? because, everything that happens to us right now, has already been written by HIM. it has already been known to HIM that it will happen. like right now, even me typing and thinking of it right now, its already fate.
FATE = TAKDIR
so i believe in takdir.
segala yang berlaku adalah kerana takdir. *influenced by stalker.
but the 'present' takdir can be changed. but hey, that is takdir too right?
is this confusing?
hmmm. if you are, take time to read it over eh? teehee.
does coincidences exist? or only fate?
and do you need something BIG for it to be called fate?
i mean if i were to bump into you at the mrt, you would call it coincidence. but, the only reason you say that is because it is not significant enough to be declared and identified as fate? and that makes it a lot easier to be passed off as coincidence rather than fate? hmmm.
thus in some sense, it lessens the so called burden?
ponder.
ponder.
ponder.
ponder.
ponder.
hmmm. my bed is calling for me.
sleep tight all. =))
not here nor there
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Date/Time: Wednesday, July 19, 2006 // 1:57 PM
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great. you're still tuned in. HAHA-HEHE-HOHO.
but before i continue,
to YANI: there is no such thing as coincidence. everything is fated =))
to ASRI: HAHA.
ehem. so anyways,
mr stalker is FINALLY revealed. creepy lah.
he is freakier than freaky. he's a FREAKAZOID. HAHA.
please ppl, dont become stalkers. just dont stalk, period.
and when a girl says she doesnt like you, it means she doesnt.
and if she continues saying that for 2.5 years, it means she REALLY doesnt like you.
dont resort to stalking.
PLEASE.
save everyone the agony. thank you.
yesterday, take picture! yay.
so long since i took neoprint. close to years. brrr.
whee. <3 love you girls. teehee.
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Date/Time: Tuesday, July 18, 2006 // 11:04 PM
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and the mystery stalker guy is finaly revealed! HAHA.
he is SO SO SO SO peter-ish *shivers.
first reaction, OMG!
alamak.
cant blog now, people are talking to me on msn. need to concentrate. HAHA.
stay tuned! =P
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Date/Time: Sunday, July 16, 2006 // 11:55 PM
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flashbacks - they are officially my enemy.
grrr.
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Date/Time: 9:46 PM
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humming to sesame streets
remember how i said i was going to the beach yesterday night?
well, me and both my parents did.
but before that, all three of us headed to baybeats. haha!
are my parents cute or very cute? HAHA. (not much of a choice, i know. but i dont care =P)
i couldn't stop smiling for the first 30 minutes.
then i was like asking mama, "so ma, how do you feel? any younger?" teehee.
then saw asri there, so teperanjat. heloo asri! *waves. bahh.
apart from him, didnt see anyone else i knew. ouh wells.
so many mats and minahs. *shivers.
so abah was like asking me, "nurul tau siape yang design ni? *pointing to the esplanade."
me: "siape?"
abah: "architect arh" -_-
please be reminded that throughout the whole Q&A session, i expected to get A PERSON'S NAME.
but we didn't stay for long.
after that, headed to east coast park. yay. so peaceful. i love.
the sound of waves crashing to shore; so serene, so calming.
the not so full moon (haha), was gorgeous. it almost looked like the sun.
the wind blowing (i would say through my hair, but i wear the tudung so.. ermmm yar), so cooling. i was yawning. it made me feel so sleepy.
then i came up with the idea of camping there.
i really really really really really really really really really really really want that. heh.
i hope we will do it one day.
pretty please? i promise i'll behave.
then today went out with my parents again. =D
wash car, then go mustaffa centre. buy some appliances.
ate at amk banquet, as abg mo joined in.
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been contemplating whether or not to put up this pic. haha. but it was done for me, so MUST get it featured in my blog. lol. =D
and dont think this means
something. HAHA.
the oh-so-familiar phrase. =P
signing off, the butt ugly martian. HAHA.
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Date/Time: Saturday, July 15, 2006 // 8:30 PM
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just got back from the ACM trip. was not bad actually.
in fact, it got better, even goooood as the day passed. =)))
bahh.
the amount of people in ACM kinda spoilt the ambience. hmph.
still remembered the other time when i went with pe-0103, the whole lot of us. man that was great.
it was probably because, on that day, we went without anyone hurrying us. but today, we were somehow hurried.
so macam tersekat gitu. =(
we didnt even get to finish the islamic area. not to mention getting near the indian people's section.
ouh well. apart from that, it was actually good.
with all the mak ciks. haha.
will be going to the beach tonight. so have to get ready now.
toodles. =D
Title: birthday shoutout
Date/Time: 11:46 AM
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shout out to yani, liyana, carolyn.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIES! =D
yani on 15th, liyana on 16th, carolyn on 17th,
cool huh?
the younger, the louder. haha.
nearing adulthood. bahh.
join the club. lol.
hugs and kisses. <3
nuwul
Title: hanim
Date/Time: Wednesday, July 12, 2006 // 9:47 PM
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one of my very good girl friends. =D
we've seen each other inside out.
the pretty.
and the ugly.
=))))
Title: anatomy
Date/Time: 9:15 PM
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my wanting for touching the stethescope yesterday is fulfilled today!!
YAHOOOOOO!
how cool is that?! uber cool!
it was for anatomy module.
im so glad i came for today's lab session. =D
but i had a difficult time actually hearing the heartbeat.
perhaps i'm just a little more pekak.
me, weiyang, and yahui had to go into the preparation room which was silent to make sure i could here it. phew!
there was the measuring of blood pressure too.
always seen doctors do it, didnt actually get to do it.
and now i have!
I LIKE!
some people in my group are just insane.
im sure you can tell which ones they are. haha.
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Date/Time: Tuesday, July 11, 2006 // 11:37 PM
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lalala`~
i like deep conversations. they feed the mind and soul. =)
despite sleeping late yesterday, i was able to wake up this morning without feeling lethargic, without feeling like i need to get more sleep, to get right back to bed.
i knew i needed to get out of bed. but most importantly, i knew i wanted to get out of bed. which i would say has occurred very little in my 2nd year in rp. except for when it's genetics. =P
speaking of genetics, NOW THERE ARE pupae! wheeee. =)
but it's sad cos now, we are only left with one adult drosophila.
hmph. =/
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rushed off from school. by hook or by crook. my uncle was charged into the hospital. just had an operation for slip disk.
it was raining SO heavily. azzah and i were SOAKING WET. the shelter didnt help much. bahh.
the train ride to bishan was freezing cold, and mama was already at the platform, as promised. she was in a cabin so far far far away. went towards her, cos whats the point of janji-ing mama if im not going to be with her during the train ride. i could have just met her at SGH if that's the case. so we took shuttle bus from outram mrt.
i can safely say that i miss the smell of hospitals. im not sure why, but i both love and despise hospitals.
the smell of hospitals gives me a sense of belonging, a feeling of being safe. i could and would bet myself that if i were to be left in the hospital alone, i would be alright. i would be fine. strange? *shrugs.
but i despise hopitals because it could be such a depressing place. especially when you are in the ICU and your relative has wire attached to nearly every inch of their body.
or like today, my uncle was on drips, sodium lactate. im still trying to figure out what that is for. he just got his operation this evening, so post surgery vomiting and all those stuff were there. perhaps despise is too string a word. hmm.
i've never seen him that way. and it made me realise things. anything can be pulled away from you anytime. so we should seriously be grateful we have.
not grateful in just words, but with actions. and also not grateful in the sense where you are satisfied with the way you are and am not going to work for something better.
do i make sense? hopefully.
he and my auntie took me out a lot, especially when i was small. they treated me like their own child. kehulur-kehilir. and they still call me their daughter. =)) hee. and my family took care of their eldest of 3 children since he was baby, till primary 5. he's like my own brother. =D and i love him to bits. =D now sec 2 already, and we still reminisce over our childhood together. =DD
ouh gosh, im digressing a little bit.
ehem. so back to today.
so mingle mingle.
the nurse came. said food could be serve. catch is, uncle couldnt consume any food yet.
nurse: he cannot eat food. you all want to eat his food?
auntie: hmm. nurul nak tak? siape nak? mak nak? kakak nak? nurul nak?
me: eh, boleh boleh.
haha. i havent eaten the whole day. so ape lagi, ATTACK!
*munch munch, gobble gobble.
then the doctor came in.
doctor: so ruslan has eaten? *pointing to super-dee-dooper-dee clean plate
aunties and uncles and grandparents: errrrrrrr... no he cannot eat yet. (not in unison of course.) *all looks at me smiling cheekily.
whoopsy. haha. but whatever. it wasn't that bad. pretty tasteless. but hey, uncle ordered western food. wyou can actually order what food you want! i didnt know that. but then again there are lots of things i dont know. hah.
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and there was a stethoscope hanging on the rack near the sink. with nobody looking after it!
i swear it was calling for me. "NUWUL NUWUL, COME COME!"
but darn! abah saw me.
and stopped me before i got to get even near it. grrr.
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went back with nek mok, tok ayah and bik ani. take taxi go nek mok house first before bik ani continue with her journey home. mama go to nek mok's house tompang-ing abah who came from work.
in the taxi i was a pak mat tempeh lah ok. tok ayah ask different thing, i answer different thing.
hahh, whatever.
good night readers.
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Date/Time: Monday, July 10, 2006 // 10:01 PM
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isn't it amazing how little people can make you smile all by yourself? =D
i was in the train back home when this small kid came in with his dad, and sat exactly in front of me. the way the boy was conversing with his dad was so cute. that boy is VERY cute! grrr.
i was smiling to myself lah ok.
he was giggling and stuff.
k, so you see, the train was reaching YCK station, so it had to slow down right.
cute little person in his cute little voice: why the train walk slowly arh?
dad: train cannot walk
cute little person in his cute little voice: heheh
i swear his laughter was contagious. so contagious that i smiled widely. almost laugh with him.
*a few seconds later
cute little person in his cute little voice: why train cannot walk?
HAHA! so cute can?!
LITTLE PEOPLE MAKE MY WORLD GO ROUND! =)))
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my drosophila has got a new generation! YAY! wheeeee.
early in the morning, as soon as i got into class, samuel gave me the good news! =D
the larvae was cool! wheeee. as much as im eeeek-ed by ulats, those things are growing on me. not that they are literally growing on me lah, but you get what i mean right? ;)
but he smart arh, he showed me the other vial with the dead mutant and wild drosophila.
hah.
somehow he knew i wouldn't take much notice on that. because there were newborns?
well, i didn't really notice it. but it's really not because there were newborns you know? it was the fact that i knew it's their time.
they didn't die because they got stuck in the food or something. they simply died. not immersed in the food at all.
it was just their time. =/
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Date/Time: Sunday, July 09, 2006 // 1:32 PM
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someone used to tell me that people only see bad side of others but never theirs.
i didn't believe him at first.
but now, i understand what he meant. and i can finally appreciate them, something that he's been trying to put across to me.
cowardice run away from their problems, hoping they would never be able to catch up.
others know when to step back to prevent worse things from happening.
but those with courage step up to the game even when there are set backs along the way. what's life without set backs?
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ;)
i'll be right back with that entry i promised you hanim. =D
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Date/Time: 10:49 AM
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i love being busy with stuff to do! =D
like every morning when i wake up, i know i wake up because there's a purpose for it! whee.
it's been pretty long since i felt this way. wow-ness.
not too distant past ago, met up with KGC - dyl = lin + sai + jamsy + me.
dyl couldnt makeit because of some screening thingy. =(
y we meet up? sole reason being, to take loads and loads of picture. hah.
ouh i almost forgot another. we miss each other truck loads.
i cant remember why, but we were laughing so much, my jaw hurt so bad.
i LOVE these people. <3
but but but!
managed to see dyl, though we didn't on that day. together with rain and kak long. lala~ but them lin pulak yang couldn't make it for this meet up.
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and i actually miss these people.
and especially maha, who is all the way at US. =/
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gosh i have a test tmr. biochem. remind me again not to want to wake up at 3am. cos i never do. actually, i have woken up to the call of the alarm. but only to find myself switching it off and going right back to sleep. grrr.
ouh ouh ouh! and for genetics must keep drosophilae(fruit flies)! like we have to breed them. whee. our very own babies. now our babies are with samuel. he better be taking good care of them. im sure he would, he seems to be the most concerned among us. hah.
the very first time, it was me who brought them home. then one of them died under my care! =((
but its not my fault k. she got stuck to her own food. almost drowned. but she was a fighter and got out of it. yay-ness. i was seriously talking and cheering her on.
"come on! you can do it. get out of there!"
my parents thought i was crazy. haha. but guess she was still sticky and got stuck on the wall instead. =((
the next time was with azzah. and under her care, there seem to be some eggs! but i wont get my hopes too high in case they are just some droppings. =/ and beside, we've been wrong the first time. the first time we thought they already reproduced, but actually they were fungi. darn! hopes crushed. grrr.
and priya was kind enough to help make food for the whole class's pets. =D ouh wait, their not pets. their test subjects. hah. whatever.
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and that day, the malay girls in W36K planned to wear skirt. all of us.
and so we did. =D everyone was complimenting azzah, but she got all shy. haha. so cute sey.
on monday, the whole class plans to wear the same colour shirt. i suggested blue, cos its monday blues. get it? haha, nvm. then others suggested yellow. only thing is, i don't know it its still on. -_-
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went for an-nahdha youth meeting yesterday. a lot of things that wasnt planned cropped up. so we didnt exactly get to do what was planned. qouted from brother psy, "trees fall on your usual path to go (insert place)". haha. something like that lah okay.
there were new people, or rather person. more people are coming. wheeee.
then went out with rashidah after that. after soooo many weeks of not meeting up. like finally! yay. and i gave her one tight hug as soon as i saw her. wheee. what else could i have had other than wow-ness with one of my bestest girl friend?
sheer pleasure people. sheer pleasure. =D
got home, but my abah and mama were still at nek mok's place. at least i reached home before they did. great. =)
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today, going to my cousin's anak's cukur rambut. intan natasha. =D
im an auntie. i feel so old. yikez. haha.
but before that, help abah with the car washing.
toodles.
Title: whats up?
Date/Time: Tuesday, July 04, 2006 // 11:12 PM
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it's been a very long since i've blogged blogged. so beware readers, this post would be a long post.
so let me think. what's been happening to me? hmm.
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as of 17th june, i declare independence. haha. i almost forgot how good it could feel to be alone. it's nice to get by a few weeks without any heartaches. seriously. and i realised that i have finally found myself again. weird? not to me.
i got so consumed over everything that was happening between him and me that i lost myself along the way. was i a better person? perhaps? was i worse? perhaps? but what i knew was that a something in me changed. whatever it was, 'i don't need another half to make me whole' - natasha bedingfeild, single.
but now, yet again, you're back.
you do so well at getting my feelings all mixed up inside.
maybe i should just sort myself out first before troubling others with my confusion. bahh.
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on 28th of june, wed, went out with my eldest brother and the gf.
we watched JUST MY LUCK
starring Lindsay Lohan and Chris Pine.
the plot is pretty lame (switching luck after kissing each other), but i love lindsay lohan too much (yes i do, so get over it!) to say that it sucked. and besides, Chris Pine is sooo drool-able can? ahaha.
and you know what's the best part about being the youngest and only girl in the family? you don't have to pay for anything when you are going out with your brothers, because your brother will be paying for you. =D blanja-ed me the movie, the twisties (which we shared lah ok. i didn't eat it alone), the dinner. whee! haha. love him. kk, i know you are reading this, so i love you ok? hee.
then in the cinema, i was like sitting in between them. at first i felt bad, disturb them while watching a romantic comedy together. but as the movie slowly unfolded, it slipped my mind. whoopsy. but they didn't mind, so why work myself up too much? and besides, in the dark. cannot berdua-duaan. *shakes head and waves finger. haha.
ouh ouh ouh! another great part about that special wednesday was that i didn't have to tire my fragile legs by walking to cwp and home. =D why you ask? well, because kak farhanah drives! =) great right? her younger sister also drive. waaah! i wanna go to school and back in my own car too. so gerek.
we should totally do this again!
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have been watching lots of movies after that day. not in the movies, but on my lappy. =) took it from andrea, her hard drive. yay. thank god for that.
from andrea lappy:
SHE'S THE MAN
dejavu for literature sia. fuh! i personally liked it. a lot.
YOURS, MINE AND OURS
two words, so chaotic.CARS
cute arh. but thought it would have been better; especially from all the comments that i heard from people.IN HER SHOES
quite touching arh. not too bad. NANNY MCPHEE
expected it to be better. alright jer.TAKE THE LEAD
im pretty glad i didnt watch it in the movies. i'd rather watch them dance hip hop than ball room dance. -_-from library:GIRL, INTERRUPTED
omg! i totally loved it! stirred a lot of my emotions. very very compelling. those who hvnt watch it, it's a must!RAY
another superb show. i didn't know whether or not to hate ray chalres while watching the movie. probably because the movie was told the way it happened. not for the viewer to take any side. i have yet to watch brokeback mountain, scary movie 4 (which i don't have btw!), romur has it. and this other movie i borrowed from the library. but i forgot the title.
and i finally watched X-MEN 3 with hanim the other time. gheez! i know. we were probably the only 2 people in singapore who havent catch the movie during that time. =/ whatever.
woah! took me so long to complete this post.
IN NEED OF SLEEP NOW. laters.
to be continued...
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Date/Time: Saturday, July 01, 2006 // 9:20 PM
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im feeling so good right now, i can do anything in the world!
ANYTHING!
went for the youth gathering at the mosque today. enjoyed myself very much.
and will be going for a picnic tmr. yay! woohoo!
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