I used to hide away
If we could light up every street with our cellular phones, then maybe we can save ourselves or maybe we won't. But it doesn't even matter if we got no plan, as long as you're holding on to somebody's hand.
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And only try to save myself
i expect to pass through this world but once.
any good, therefore, that i can do
or any kindness i can show to any fellow creature,
let me do it now.
let me not defer or neglect it
for I shall not pass this way again.
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Date/Time: Wednesday, August 30, 2006 // 10:01 PM

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something's not right.
i can feel it in the pit of my stomach.
is it woman's intuition kicking in? what's wrong?



Ya Allah, ease me from what i'm feeling.
Ya Allah, guide me to the right path.
Ya Allah, bring me closer to being a better person, a better Muslim.

Insya Allah.
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complications.
what are complications?
according to my favourite dictionary, encarta it's a noun. it means,

1. difficult state: a difficult or confused state caused by many interrelated factors
2. difficulty: something that makes something else more difficult or complex
3. plot device: an event or character whose introduction into a story causes difficulty
4. medical problem: a disease or problem that arises in addition to the initial condition or during a surgical operation
5. introduction of difficulty: the act of making something complex or difficult

majority of the meaning has the word DIFFICULT linked to them.

my definition: when things intertwine and gets entangled.

who defines what is complicating anyways?
isnt it subjective? it depends on how much one can take, and what they have been exposed to previously, yes?
because, naturally, people become more and more tolerant to stuff that they are exposed to more often than others.
sometimes, they can even become immune to things that others may regard as complicating, difficult.
thus, not seeing the situation as complicated, when in fact, it is to others.

when it comes to my definition of complication and your definition of complication, it's got a 99.99% chance of being similar.
however, when i start defining that things are complicated and when you start defining that things are complicated, they've got a high probability of being different.

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is this complicating? thought so. =)
if you find 13 or more words that has the root word complicate in this post, you can get one mars bar,





yourself. =b





lights, cameras, ACTION.
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Date/Time: Tuesday, August 29, 2006 // 7:26 PM

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after keeping the two testimonials for way too long. i have finally deleted them.
YAY me.


why not delete it months ago? no idea.
still had and wanted some pieces behind?
perhaps.
but, i've finally deleted them, and im happy.
in fact, i'm happier than happy. i'm ecstatic. teehee.
=D

and thus, i clicked yes.

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Date/Time: Monday, August 28, 2006 // 9:37 PM

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ALHAMDULILLAH

im blogging from my lappy. =))))))
it's fixed and so i told my brother,
"watch me use my lappy"
HAHAHA.
YAY!


WED: last day of school
gonna miss my class. i know ive said it a million times. but it wouldnt hurt to say it another million times. =))
the laughs.
the drama.
the interesting topics brought up.




and im gonna miss these girls the most.
LIYANA - the youngest of the lot. very hyper, ALL the time. cheers everyone up with her hyperactivity. she sets the mood. infectious. uber lovely. =D

YANI - some say she's not talkative, but i beg to differ. im sure W36K people would do the same. HAHA. a story teller and caring, very caring. =) . and she's gonna drive me to school, when she gets her driving license in a few months. HAHA. insya Allah. =b congrats on passing your FTT.

AZZAH - geminian, like me. always smiling. she smiles even when she's sleeping. HAHA. tido dalam iman ker kak? optimistic, and attracts stalkers. =b super sweet. ;)




yani did this for us. so sweet can? said she slept at 4am, thought watch goong. (i still cant watch that btw. grrr.) but skali she did this. SO SWEET. liyana was so touched she teared. awww. teehee. im gonna miss them many many. =/



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KGC
had a mini session of camwhoring. but had to leave earlier cos i had something on later at night. sad, but better than nothing.

full force:



hanim was a great company to go home with. so long never go home with you sey. her sis was there too. teehee.
asked her if it was scary getting married. LOL. heh. because i think it is. haha. whatever.

cos i love YOU so.



THUR:
out with grandparents and mom.
reached home, affein suprised us with presents.



it was boggle and mastermind! =D
he cheated my feelings by saying he didnt buy when we were on the phone. but he did. YAY.
mama - mastermind.


i - boggle.



and play we did.



FRI:
went to sis seri's house to make sandwich for meeting. YAY. so fun to hang out with her. after finishing, we did a little something. so fun. i wanna do again. HAHA.
then, as per normal, did what i would usually do on fridays. =D


watch myself.

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boggle-d and mastermind-ed. till the time we had to leave for melaka.



SAT:
we knew if we slept, we wont be able to wake up later. heh. so we slept in the car instead. =) reached kampong at around 9am, after breakfast at a gerai.
not much was done, abah was tired, and there were 3 kenduris that needed to be attended. so no shopping spree this time.





and after so many entries of me going back to melaka, you guys finally know how my kampung looks like. =) YAY.

ultimaltely, they matter most


SUN:
sal sabilah. my aunt's niece's daughter. she laughs in the cutest manner you could ever think of. she laughs covering her mouth. tell me how many small people do that? haha.


you have no idea how hard it was for me to get a picture with her ok. for some reason, she likes my brother better. hmph.
so i decided to ask for haziq. HAHA. the baby that i loved, and he loved me back, mentioned a few posts earlier. the one my nenek babysits.
but too bad, he was no where to be found . at his grandparents' place i think. hmmm.


everyone, meet my atok,



my nenek.


and 1/3 of the paternal side's clan.


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left, and went to toys r us. somehow, the ma'arop family was on a boardgame spree. HAHA. and we bought two other boardgame. YAY!
upwords and monopoly spongebob squarepants edition. =D





how we can go crazy sometimes. =)



MON:
out with the girls.


lovewrecked. =)

fixed lappy at funan the IT mall.
YAY!
while waiting, went to swensen's.
yumms.
was away to collect my lappy for awhile, so had to miss the smokey smokey effect.


but they waited till i came back to start eating. so sweet. let it melt. awww. heh.
thank you. =)

went to esplanade, and rosy was born. she even has her own birth cert ok? =D cute nyer!
some of her friends she had to leave.


then liyana (YAY) accompanied me to sim lim to buy 2nd hand charger. thanks! =) lin's dad must have gotten superb snegotiating skills to have gotten it for $25. power arh. heh.
yani had to leave for her FTT, which she passed. think i've mentioned that somewhere up there.
azzah had to leave for her sister's birthday.



i hate flashbacks


time: 0311am

ive given up. pictures will come when blogger decides to let the rest of the cyberworld can see them.
till then, take care all.
i will make myself sleep. =)

insomniac im not.

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Date/Time: Wednesday, August 23, 2006 // 1:16 PM

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today is officially the last day of SCHOOL!
YAY!
for sememster one year two at least. =D
and on the way to school, my every step had BOUNCE, extra bounce. =) and no, its not my hair. HAHA. no more of that kind of bounce. teehee.

and so, during the holidays, i have decided to make sure that i get my PP(professional profiling) done. at least the proposal.

i've got an idea on who i want to interview for the profession. BUT, i've not yet asked.
i hope the answer would be a yes. =D


Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying. - jamsy's email.
let's all try doing that the next time we're peeling onions. =)
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Date/Time: Sunday, August 20, 2006 // 9:47 PM

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let's not make the same mistake twice.
what's done, learn from it, and never walk the same path again.
learning, it's part and parcel of life.
guilt may creep in, and tear you up, bring you down.
but you're stronger than that.
have faith in yourself, have faith in the Almighty.

just my two cents worth. =)



trying to find the magic - natasha bedingfield
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Date/Time: 6:43 PM

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from kak lynn's blog.
the SLOGAN GENERATOR
slogan generator, sloganize my name please. =)

results,
i feel like nuwul tonight.
the nuwul gets straight to the head.
wow! i could have had a nuwul!
nuwul with the less fattening centres. (??)
now with 50% more nuwul! (HAHA)
only nuwul can prevent forest fires.
nuwul tested, mother approved.

***

ok, onto more serious stuff.
on friday, after class, got a call from uncle. was informed that affein got into an accident.
was so worried. my hands began to shake.
uncle picked me up from school, then tanter and the kids, and headed to ttsh.
abang, mama, abah, tok ayah, uncles and aunties, were already there.
they've been there since 2++.

affein, had a concussion. so had to be warded for one day, for observations. he only remembered taking his motobike that was being repaired from amk. he was still wearing his cd uniform then.
but when he was admitted, he was in his baju kurung. so we concluded that he was either on the way to the mosque, or already back from the mosque.

he is loved. definitely. a lot of people came. i mean A LOT.
and now he is better, Alhamdulillah.
was discharged yesterday. the family was late for another family gathering (get to that later) because his friends kept pouring in. heh.

his baby.



i remembered him spending hours and days designing his bike. yes, he designed it. "pepen" (spot it on the bike), the name he got from my little cousin. and it stayed with him ever since. =) and now, it's in pieces.
yesterday, when retrieving the pieces that was still at the crime scene, he looked shattered. how not to be? saw only these few pieces since friday.



we played csi for a few hours. =)
he's better now. thanks for the well wishes. =)

everything happens for a reason

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SATURDAY
was at a mendaki roadshow with bro psy, 'lebih sexy, katakan tidak'. saying NO to casual sex. abstainance, the word many youngsters have forgotten. though some may have gone astray, we should not judge. instead, be glad for those who've realised, and pray for those who haven't. though praying alone is not enough. and that is why movements like this roadshow has been done.

at just one glance, i thought it would be a disappointment. but i was wrong. heh. too quick to judge, not good.
was pretty fun actually. there were some skits done. that made it a lot more interesting. a few suria celebrities was there.
message got into my head, successfully. wasnt too intense, wasnt too light either.

hazrul nizam - kaulah segalanya, one of my favourite songs. superb voice. he's voice is 157859221403208 times better than the present singapore idols. heh.
the host (abby sheikh if im not wrong) was great. bravo bravo.
dance, music, made my foot go tap tap tap. if only.
was introduced to a few super friendly people. =D

exposure? yes.

after that, was supposed to go to tanter's house, because


but like i've mentioned earlier, affein's friends just kept coming. so the family would be late.
thus, we went to an-nur then woodlands checkpoint to pass time. =) dont be like me and think it's the checkpoint checkpoint, because it really isn't. heh.
window shopping.
then back to woodlands causeway point. walked around pasar malam, window shopping.
but, had to leave in time for buka. =)

so we headed to tanter's place.
thank you many many. had a blast. =D

yoghurt, yummy yum yum
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syafiq's 7th bday. you guys already got a sneak preview of the bday boy ey? count yourself lucky. he's not a big fan of posing for the camera.

the kids were really enjoying themselves. and amar just loved being the centre (literally) of attraction. =D


affein insisted on coming, and so he did. bandages and all.




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and there was a little skit at tanter's house too.
the other time, mang acing went to johore, and there was this guy who claimed he had a toyol in his blanket.
"saya akan menunjukkan pada encik encik semua apa yang ada didalam ini". (im going to show all of you here what's in here)
its bogus obviously. he never did reveal what was underneath the blanket.

and so, mang acing re-enacted the scene. bahh



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bibik is going back to indonesia next next sunday. i'll miss talking to her. but i know she misses her family more. two whole years! can you imagine? not even a single visit back. =/ in a way, im happy for her. very happy. =D

toodles all. take care, and rest well.


someone remind me again. why?

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Date/Time: Thursday, August 17, 2006 // 11:08 PM

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as mentioned in my post previously, MY LAPPY IS CREATING TROUBLE!
the charger to be exact.
should i just replace the word charger with something else?
since it does everything else, but charge? GRRR.

the head is melted. and it wouldnt charge.

my patience is running low, and i need to get it fixed asap.
seriously cant make it. =(

ok, today got UT.
around 30 minutes before the UT, the not charging charger was already creating trouble. had to massage it ALL the time.
still calm and collected. still conversing with hanim about the UT, while trying to fix uncharging charger.

10 minutes to UT,
still not charging!
on stand by!
PANIC!

jaslyn HELP!
liyana HELP!
huiling HELP!
heh.

they were so kind to help..
massage massage, still cannot.

conversation:
'ok can?'
'kk can! YAY'
'ouh wait cannot'
'k, how bout now?'
'nope'
'k, can!'
'ok, cannot'
'you have to put something below it'
'no, no, not like that'
definitely PBL. LOL.

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3 minutes to UT,
still cannot!
jaslyn asked the class for battery they could spare. got one from serene.
peter asked the class for battery they could spare. got one from sok feng.
samuel offered his non-fujitsu battery. HAHA. thought he was trying to be funny. but he offered to put it under the charger. push it up.
while liyana try to keep my lappy alive.

took batt from sok feng. longer life cos its newer and everything. =)
liyana holds the head of the uncharging charger, while peter and me take out charger from lappy and replace it with sok feng's.

0 minute to UT,
everyone helped me, in time for their UT.
BUT!
my UT client WAS NOT WORKING! AAAAAH!
*faints
had to do on paper.
greatness.
jaslyn almost vomitted blood. LOL.

but, im so very grateful that i had those mentioned above help me out when i was in need. =D
thanks liyana.
thanks jaslyn.
thanks huiling.
thanks peter.
thanks sok feng.
thanks samuel.
thanks serene.
thank you guys! YAY!
=D


someone once told me that grass is much greener on the other side - as told by ginger.
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Date/Time: 3:04 PM

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WARNING:
PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ THIS POST, EVERY SINGLE WORD OF IT, TO EVERY PUNCTUATION MARK.
IT TOOK ME HOURS!
THE PICTURES WOULDNT LOAD.
MY LAPPY IS CREATING TROUBLE.
BE KIND. THANK YOU. =)
ouh, and long post ahead.


listening to: it's gonna be me - nsync

flashbacks of pri 6 graduation ceremony. that was such a nice evening, right rozi? teehee. me with rozi, siti, syalieza and ahshika represented the class. performed to this song.
so FUN! and we got ourselves a little something something. =) 2nd place.
see rozi, life is, or perhaps was, pretty good, agree? =D

but it didnt come easy. we practised quite a lot. after school, asked the opinion of teachers, cikgu jumainah. darn. i miss her. =/
ouh! and rozi, remember when we went back for teachers day, our juniors were performing the same song?
gheez. i seriously miss dancing. i think i know what to do when i get home later. hmmm. hehe.

***

FRIDAY
youth hub. surrounded my smart people. undergraduate in medicine, post graduate in finance. cream of the crop. Alhamdulillah. =)

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SATRUDAY
went to azzah's house to just hang out. =) was suppose to meet up at 1130, then something held me up a little bit. so i met her at 1300 instead. HAHA. a little bit eh.
the main reason we wanted to go to azzah's place in the first place was to do a little something for the class. then, our real intentions got swayed. after doing the actual thing (though incomplete), we did a totally different thing.

go on, make a guess.




yup you got it right. it's a make over! =D
look at them! pretty right? =D its fun being a makeup artist. =))

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SUNDAY
went out with the my whole family. go out with my family and grandparents. so long, all of us present.

my cute grandmama. ok fine, i dont call her that. my cute nek mok. hee. she's not paying much attention to the camera, nor me. busy talking to mama. heh.


and what a time to take picture huh. with the rubbish bin there. hmmm.

tok ayah, drinking his favourite drink. teh susu. yummy.





affein looking very excited with his idea.



his brilliant idea: a dare for me and abang to eat the chilli.
abang eat the one with the chilli padi, and i eat the other one. was actually between abah, affein and abang. HAHA. and somehow, i kpo kpo and joined them. =)
and we did it!

mine wasnt that bad i would say. cos it was the nasi ayam type punyer chilli. and you know how much i love chili. =D so it wasn’t bad. BUT! abang’s was chili padi, so that was hard to swallow. haha.



the video will not be uploaded, its too troublesome. =)

look at tok ayah was re-living his bujang years on abang's motorbike. LOL.



family, the one thing i can look forward to - all the time.


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MONDAY
class, as usual, was as enjoyable as ever. i really love my class! =D such a fun bunch. going to really miss this class when the semester ends in 5 schooling days.

had biochem! great-ness. lab session. count calories. jaslyn's favourite topic. HAHA. didnt have to do any lab report. in fact, didnt have to do much. just make sure we read up on our own. And when kevin ask us questions, we can answer them. =D

went to yani's house to watch walk in the park a walk to remember. hehe. jamie is one cool girl. So sure of herself. I like. =))
stirred up a lot of emotions in me. the girls can bear witness to that. hehe.
makes me wonder if someone can love another that much.
maybe no. maybe yes. i hope its the latter. ill just have to wait and see it, for myself.

someone tell me how it feels to be in love. because i have no idea.

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TUESDAY
applied chem.
SO fun!
Forfeits: not listening, not paying attention, not clapping, wrong answer etc. well, simply said, you'll have to do a forfeit if you dont participate.
liyana had to eat orea + soya milk + papaya. thing is, she doesn't eat papaya.
too bad i was fasting. *raises eyebrows

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WEDNESDAY
anatomy.
SO FUN!
ANIMALS, chimeras. OOOOOOO. =D
sexual, asexual.



***

THURSDAY (TODAY!)
pharmaco
finished super-dee-dooper early. 1139!
after that, take more pictures. using huiling's camera.
our official camera woman? teehee.
everyone, meet our pharmaco faci. LHC. hee.

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Date/Time: Sunday, August 13, 2006 // 11:43 PM

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from post secrets. =))


told you i always get my weekly doses. heh.

***

wish me luck for my applied chemistry test tmr?
though im pretty sure luck has nothing to do with it, but just in case. heh.










hey, im still waiting.



yup, still am. *make puppy eyes.







aaah. there you go. wasnt that easy? =b
thank you. =)

***

mood swings are really trying to take me over.
so far, they have not been too successful.
and let's keep it that way. =)


p.s. freddy, call me whenever dolls. =) i'll be here.

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Date/Time: Saturday, August 12, 2006 // 11:40 PM

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what makes you, you?
and what makes me, me?

name?
profession?
likes?
dislikes?
interests?
personality?
nationality?
race?
religion?

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FROM LIYANA'S BLOG
3 bloggers to do this:
rau, yani, nurul

it's only right that i do it.
so, yeah. lets start at the count of 3.
1, 2..

3 schools I went to:
kcpps, amkss, rp.

3 things in my handbag:
wallet, handphone, book.

3 things I do when I'm stressed:
scream, and get agitated easily, consciously tell myself to calm down, deep breathing.

3 places I go on a daily basis:
dining table, toilet, room.

3 fav fruits:
plum, lychee, tomato.

3 names I go by:
nurul, nuwul, robinhood-a

3 of my fav food:
keropok lekor and bakar, kuah celok, kuah pindang.

3 things I'm wearing right now:
spectacles, white shirt, pants.

Who is in the house with me:
mama, abah, affein, abang

Who am I thinking of right now?
my bed. no wait, that's not a who.

Who did I last talk to on the phone:
abang

Who did I sit with during my 5th period in class?
no periods in class

Who was the last person I uttered love to?
mama

Who do I wish I am with right now?
my beautiful bed. not a who, i know.

Who gets on my nerves most in school?
the air-con that can never be adjusted. again, not a who. but i dont care.

Where is my phone?
in my room, in my handbag.

Where do I sleep?
in my room, on my gorgeous bed.

What was the last thing I ate?
kuih bakar.

What colour shirt am I wearing now?
white.

What is the closest item to me that is blue?
the flowers on the table.

What do I like most about school?
the people.

What is my fav colour?
currently, turquoise.

What do I wear most often jeans or shorts?
jeans.

What was the last movie I watched?
superman returns. but not fully though. abah was watching it. i kept moving around.

When did I start school?
when i was 5. which was 13 years ago. do the math please. =)

When did I last go to the mall?
just this evening. tampines mall.

When did I last burn something?
last week. scented candles from ikea.

3 bloggers to do this:
you, you and you.
*i bet in the end, nobody will do. since i didnt specify anyone to do it. trust me on this.


you made me this way.
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Date/Time: Thursday, August 10, 2006 // 11:10 PM

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i cant get to post secrets! =/
'you are not authorized to view this page'
luckily i've had my weekly dose on monday. =)


things to be done:
start on PP.
deadline - end of year 2
on who - either company or profession. still deciding.

pre-fireworks
in class;


at esplanade;



have not gotten the fireworks photo from dyl. HAHA. this picture thing is ALL over the place, so messy. but whatever.
will post the fireworks if i remember. =)

I LOVE THESE PEOPLE! AAAH! *sudden outburst. heh.
toodles.


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Title: many many
Date/Time: Wednesday, August 09, 2006 // 11:23 PM

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started post: monday [0708]
azzah just read my previous post just now and thought i got the post on "who are we to judge" from somewhere.
hmmm.
so yes dear readers, i 'composed' it myself. but with inspiration from things and people around me. thanks for the inspirations.
lum da dum. =))

so anyways,
yesterday class was crazy. patriotic, nostalgic. all. ahha.
patriotic why?
we were singing all the national day songs.
nostalgic why?
sang the 1990's songs. example, barbie girl by aqua, just to name one. heh.
darn noisy. i like! heh.
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just caught up with lin, jamsy and sai just now. on our lunch date! YAY!
and we talked about A LOT of things. darn i miss those girls.
too bad dyl couldnt be there. =(

but what we talked about, darn that was a lot to stomach.
it freaked me out in the beginning.
it was never intended, but i think my previous post is quite related to the things that we talked about. in a way. to me at least. =))
darn, i wanna do some kind of a study on you, you and you.
HAHA.
null hypothesis, alternative hypothesis. teehee. sai and lin can do some database thingy. =D
and dyl could be..
what could she be? hmmm.
let me think about it first. then i'll inform you.
=D
class planned to where red, white or both.
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then went out with bluie and mr B, later after school.
had great fun. before anything, went to pasiran mosque to do prayers.
reminded me of the camp i went to with kak nadia and danial a few years back.
wow. that was a great camp. brought me closer to a lot of people. still got the group photo to remember them by. =D
i just love camps.

was at novena square, but somehow or another, we ended up at united square. up and down the escalator we went.
the last time i remember going to united square was.. 5 years ago?
with my primary school friends. rozi and siti (very sure was there), ahshika and alia (not too sure). i still remembered, we ate vanilla ice cream from macdonalds. heh. =D

first stop: TOYS R US! bluie's birth place. heh.
YAY! so long never been to toys r us. the little kids in us came out naturally. even without us calling out to them. heh. =D
from big soft toys, small soft toys (i.e. fluffy bluie), styrofoam swords, tutus, hoola hoops, transformers, and the list goes on. im pretty sure we walked through the whole store, yes? ;)

then then then..
mr B brought me to a pet shop. YAY-NESS.
knows just how much i love animals. =))))
there were two hamsters that tried to escape from the tank. so kesian.

got rabbits.
reminded me of my two pets, a present from my uncle. whenever we let them roam around at home, they would be worn newborn pampers. haha. mama's idea.
and when we wanna go to take them for a walk, we'd put them on a leash. funny arh. people go around with dogs, me and abah would go around with rabbits. teehee.
but sadly, one pass on. the other was given to a mini zoo at sembawang (if im not mistaken).

shrimps, fish, tortoises and DOGS! whee. ok, more like puppies.
fun fun fun. YAY!
walked walked walked.
headed home, after getting a bite from 7-eleven.
i had GREAT fun! =) thank you.

mr B took this pic. =)

i took this pic. =D

i only i could get them.. COOKIE MONSTER. rrrr.


and when affein got home, he brought home cookies. chocolate cookies. =D
what a way to end the monday. =D

Alhamdulillah

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tuesday. what happened on tuesday?
anyone would like to answer that question for me?
=b
okok, i'll tell you ok.

everyone wore red, white or both. except for one, wore black. carolyn wore pink, and claimed her singapore flag was vintage. haha. priya wore a skirt, and she looked good. =)
i am going to miss this class. they make me feel so hyper. with their crazy enthics.
will post the pictures as soon as i get the photos.

then had a reunion with pe0103-ers! go watch fireworks. =D
YAY!
missed them all. even missed the way wee wee talked. =b so long never meet them, all at once.
and luckily sai got to get away from photo ig and joined us. it would not have been the same without her. hee.
the firework was gorgeous.
but a tad too many people. cant take it. =/
havent gotten the photos either. so will post them soon enough.

went home with lin. love you all the same dolls. *huggsy wugsy.

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TODAY!
went to johore. with parents. =D
movies give false impression about teenagers and parents. who says teenagers dont like spending time with their parents?
they make it seem as though ALL teenagers and parents cannot get along. not true.
they make it seem as though ALL teenagers and parents are enemies. again, not true.

make believes.
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met up with shid. =D so long never see her. maklumlah, orang busy with upcoming major exam. heh.
its amazing how i can tell her everything. teehee. how would my 6 years have been like if she was never there? hmmmm.
freddy was suppose to join, but had to cancel last minute.
projects and editings to do. hope you can join us the next time round. =)
i missed you loads sweets. =/

six years and counting.

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some pictures from australian open house.


dont mess with them. or i'll bite.




i think i miss pb0105-ers and amksians more than anything right now.




friendship -
the mutual feelings of trust and affection and the behavior that typify relationships between friends. - encarta dictionary
im glad we've got that my friends. let's keep it going, and thank you.=D

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Date/Time: Sunday, August 06, 2006 // 9:34 PM

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we is better than you, as you eliminate me from the equation.

who are we to judge,
arent we all human?

who are we to judge,
with the things others say, and the things that they do?

who are we to judge,
when others becomes honest about themselves, and finally putting away the mask they've been masquerading in. should we not be proud of them instead?

who are we to judge,
when we can see ourselves in them, in one way or another?

who are we to judge,
when we may never have been through what they have?

who are we to judge,
when we dont know the whole story behind it?

who are we to judge,
when we've done the exact same thing?

who are we to judge,
are we not suppose to learn and embrace diversity?

who are we to judge,
when we are no better, with our own weaknesses?

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'we're all afraid of being disappointed. but what if we wake up one day and realise that we are the disappointment?'
- one tree hill


who are we to judge amy
just because they say judging amy?
HAHA. k nvm. that was totally random.

but really, who are we to judge?

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Date/Time: 4:33 PM

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thoughts:
during the ramadhan month, i've got no school!!
so can go do the bubur thingy all month! YAY-NESS!
*jumps for joy, and does the jiggly wiggly dance. =DD


re-read schedule:


when i was just jumping for joy and doing the jiggly wiggly dance, i had to realise i read everything wrong. =/

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wanted to go to the beach with bro psy and his friends. said sis nadia would be there too. wanna climb the spider web! heh. been eon years since i did that. primary school? hmmm. thanks for inviting. =D
but i had to pass on that. been promising mama that i'll take better and more care of my room and all that.
so decided to do that instead. =D
and it felt GOOOOOD. was all alone at home, music on the background. fulfilling my promise. teehee. went through some stuff. made me smile. =D
now left with vacuuming. =)




i'm gonna make sure that next week, i'm having at least a lunch date with KGC and PB0105-er. and insya Allah subsequently every week.
effort nuwul, effort.




i didnt mean it that way.
'down is not the way to go. unless of course you need to get to the 1st floor.'
- nuwul

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