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Date/Time: Friday, April 27, 2007 // 11:16 PM
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so i really couldnt resist blogging, even though i sounded like i was going on a long hiatus, big deal? heh.
went out with my laling hanim on tuesday. =D
she bought new sandals. super nice, i like. hehe.
from woodlands, to orchard boulevard, to great world city.
never been to great world city. haha, i know.
with hanim, all i ever have is fun. =) she was the first close friend i made in RP. hehe. cant believe we were irritated by each other during our first lunch together. i thought she was some smartass with sarcastic remarks. bluergh.
but the ironic thing is, right now, that is exactly what i love about her. =P
see, cant hate someone or something too much, because one day, it may change into love. cant love someone or something too much, because one day, it may change into hate. ;)
anyways, great world city had this particular smell. the smell that suddenly gave me flashbacks of my childhood. somewhere, at the back of my head, i know i've smelt it when i was younger. lifted my spirits like crazy. even thinking of it makes me smile. the smell. i like! =D
i was like, OMG OMG OMG! i remember this smell! excited giler i tell you. i wouldnt mind that smell as a perfume. HAHA. merepek. ok lah, at least exchange that smell for the airwick air fresher i have in my room. XP
she bought her nice sandals at novo. i love shoes!
shoes are chocolates for the feet. hehe. i saw it at some bookstore awhile ago.
ouh, did i mention that there was like some farting machine somewhere? hahaha. right hanim right?
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back tracking a teeny bit, FYP meetings. always out with the girls after meeting. =) at least we still can have fun after hard work of fyp-ing. YAY! =D
watched movie, cam whored after first meeting.
here comes the pictures! for the very first meeting. very long ago. heh.
the FYP team. girl power! =D tengku was there, so help with the photo taking. =D
the clouds were so low. cool. almost felt like i was at a top of a mountain. hah hah hah. -_-
the movie theatres. we watched music and lyrics. =) i love the songs.
all i wanna do is find my way back into love.
while waiting for the movies, we played this finger game liy taught us. fun! test your reflexes and the flexibility of your finger. heh.
azzah is as strong as badang. and i realise i can act. bakat terpendam beb.
the ever so famous smug face.
i shall end the post with my most favourite edited photo. =D liyana's expression cracks me up. HAHAHA!
next date, with my bacins? X)
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Date/Time: Wednesday, April 25, 2007 // 9:45 PM
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HERE COMES THE COMBO. SUPER DEE DOOPERLY LONG POST.
as promised. heh.
finally. ive set aside sometime to get the entry i promised written. you know, the long one? the photo-filled long post? remember?
woah, that long huh? this post is gonna be super long. just as promised. be prepared! =)
7th april, saturday.
err, moving on. let's update first about the picnic we had. we being my sisters, brothers and i. it was super fun! nothing less. =)
we played rounders this time. and it was super entertaining. heh. on the way there, it seemed like i was going for some gang clash. just like the last time during RP open house. lol. XP
the guys present. we ate watermelons for dessert. living up to our healthy saturday routine. huahuahua.
the girls present. im going to miss them when most of them go overseas to further their studies. =(
before usrah session. =D
abang is showing some love to nature.
we laughed non stop. we played non stop. and insya Allah, friendship will go on non stop too. =D hoorah!
after a fun filled event, everyone was ready for a treat from nurul. despite the many food, we were still hungry. hehe. too much energy used. pizza hut. yummy! blanja-ed us. thanks. =)
after strengthening the bonds between friends. it was time to strengthen bonds between the family members. =) got home and mama said they had a surprise for me. opened the parcel and saw TABOO inside! =D we played till late night. hee. best giler!
i love you people can? ;)
pictures from nurul and bad. =)
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11th april, wednesday.
it was FYP (final year project) meeting, final FOP (freshmen orientation programme) briefing and mini reunion with pe0103 peeps. fruitful day. like a.. err, fruit shop! *smug face.
been so so so so so long since we went out. and we had a little adventure. at fullerton. i've always wonder whether we could go into the hotel like how we could royal plaza hotel. they said so we decided to just go and kpo kpo. heh. at first of course like shy shy malu malu. but heck, the toilets are open for the public. so why not?
the toilet had paper towels, and towels towels. hehe.
at first, we agreed on going to just the toilet. but then we mentel mentel jalan around the whole hotel. inquisitive teenagers. =)
i loved this! the picture above. made me feel like i was in a play house. made me feel like i was outside on the streets looking at building, when im actually in a building. a building in a building. SO COOL! =D made me feel secured, and totally at home. cosy as hell. eh, wait. hell is not cosy. it's HOT as hell. ok, makes more sense. but anyways, i loved it! super dee dooperly cosy. we entered and we went all gaga goo goo. hehe. i wanted to be in there forever and ever. was my favourite architecture in the whole hotel. best nyeerrrr. ^_^
to the right of the picture above, there were a couple playing the violin. ouh gosh! the ambience was awesome. hehe. i felt so special. heh. ish, jakon sey nuwul. X)
below, the pool that's open only to in house guest. too bad we couldnt enter cos it was already closed at 11pm. from outside pon jadi lah eh.
that was the door we all squeezed in to one partition to get out. haha. just for the thrill of it. all of us cramped into one. we were walking in teeny weeny steps. thinking of it makes me giggle inside. hehe. XD i love exploring new places. i LOVE! AAAHHH!
can you think a stronger word for love? yeah? got it? well, I (insert the word you thought of here) EXPLORING NEW PLACES!
linsy! if you're reading this, i want the pictures. hehe.
pictures available thanks to wee wee. =)
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12 april and 13 april, thurday and friday.
FOP was gerek! =D
i like. hehe.
i was a tad hyper-er on thursday. best! =) no pictures on thursday though. soo.. yeah.
my partner, my friend! =D
eh no. someone's missing.
aaaaah, that's better. =) these two people. FOP wouldnt have been the same without them, seriously. ;)
everyone, presenting team 5. =) ouh, minus sheikh aka muscle man. heh.
ouh, see sheikh wearing the jumper suit? looks like the one in prison break right? because it is! the theme: prison break. its about breaking out, being in. PI! cool theme.
like you dont already know, im crazy over prison break. so, i was freakishly (HEHE) excited about the theme and getting to wear the PI suit. =D the first time i got the jumper, i couldnt wait to tell my brothers. HAHA. =D
on friday, while playing run the yard. =D
liy getting food for the freshies.
this was the nicest packet of food! i finished everything! to every grain of rice. haha. probably because we were running the yard. get it get it? running the yard, run the yard, the game? k, just nod. =D
we were getting ready to go for jam and hop.
they took picture while i was painting faces! i also wanna take picture! *pouts. i tell you, jam and hop was like a rock concert. coolnesseseses. =) they are very lucky can? to add to that, their lappy got build in camera. -_- the benefits of being born 2 years later. heh.
btw, here's a stern warning. our faces will be super oily. wearing sunglasses advised.
lamenyer nuwul -_-
look! look! looks like a like mini rock concert to you? with stage, spotlight, speakers? say yes! YES! heh.
that my friends, was the last group photo of team 5. =)
ouh, this time, minus rizal. =)
OUH! SAS had a teeny weeny street breaking kinda thingy. some year ones got style ya'll. heh. we were all having fun playing poison (if you look closely, you can see that there are people in the centre). first it was the freshies who had the fun of smacking the student leaders with balls. but the tables were then turned. muahahaha *evil laughter.
you know how poison ball is played right? anyways, not the point.
blah blah blah. after that, for some reason, the whole SAS was in a circle, doing cheers and friendship dance.
but somehow, i dont know how, street breaking thingy started. you know the ones you see in the movies. any breakers who could break comes up to the centre and do his thang (HAHA). yeah, that kinda thing. phewh! those dudes are really good! those who said science kids are total nerds should have seen that and eat their own words. X)
of course, not forgetting doing some limbo-ing. =D
and how could i forget the ever so gerek MASS DANCE TO JAILHOUSE ROCK! i love can? XD
let's party ya'll! HAHA.
below is a video on the FOP. hmmm. dont have my face! T_T haha.
20th april and 21st april, friday and saturday.qiyam at the mosque. best!
i cried like a baby during usrah. i know i wasnt the only one. i think everyone else cried too. lampu bukak, mata semue bengkak bengkak. hehe.
abang is was reminding us of how helpless we would be without the Creator.
how despite being weak, not having the ability to do anything without his leave, we are still riak and think that at times we are better than anything else. forgetting the Almighty.
how even the bumi, the langit, no matter how amazingly huge they are, they dzikir all the time. and we, tend to forget about the One that gives us all that we have at present. the clothes we wear, the eyes we can see with, the hands we can touch with, etc.
betapa banyak nyer dosa kami. layak ke kami masuk ke syurga? dari itu, bertaubat lah saudara ku. semoga dosa kami diampuni Tuhan yang maha Pengasih lagi maha Penyayang.
i've always been marvelled by how penyayang Allah is. we continue to falter, and we continue to sin. yet, he still loves us. he still want to bring us closer to Him. Allahu Akbar!
have you ever felt really down and low. somehow there is an urge in you to bring yourself closer to God. have you not thought that it was Him that is calling out to you? masya Allah.
now, THAT made me cry like a baby.
insya Allah, by reminding myself, other could be reminded too.
but no use reminding others if i dont practise it. no use at all.
abang is was also reminding us of kebesaran Allah.
looking up from the sky garden, the toppest floor, we could see the beautiful stars. masya Allah. i couldnt help smiling and tearing at the same time. =_)
what made me tear even more was that the brothers was dzikir-ing while abang is was reciting and making is reminders. add to the feeling and ambience. =)
I LOVE!
that was before qiyam. =)
in the morning after subuh, we had salad for breakfast. can you believe it? haha. we were definitely living up to our healthy saturday-ness. heh.
till next time netizens, take care k.
you'll be seeing more of me. but probably not anytime soon.
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Date/Time: 12:20 PM
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whenever im deeply troubled,
whenever i need soothing words,
she'll always be there for me,
to keep me up and perked.we all love our mothers. and many of us (boys married may or may not think so. =P ) believe that our mom is the most beautiful woman in the entire universe. i know i do. =D
so we may not be the best children sometimes. and we do tend to get angry with the family members. its normal that we bicker, argue and quarrel. but inevitably, we will talk to each other again. eventually, everything gets back to normal.
can that be said for someone thats not tied with blood? (correct english? err). is it possible that after quarreling and going through a rough time, people can get back to the way they used to be? forget whatever that has happened, forget whatever that has been said, and return to how it was before, like none of it ever happened. is it possible?
im sure it is. and i can testify to that. but it wont be easy, definitely. we just got to remember that Allah loves those who forgive his brothers and sisters.
however, as ive been told, reminded and experienced, if being around someone that reminds you of the horrible past, makes it impossible for you to let go of it, and prevents you from taking a step forward, making it more detrimental than it is beneficial, than perhaps its best that everyone goes their seperate ways.
a friend once said, 'dont try to be a hero'. X)for some reason when it comes to family, it would take almost nothing for everything to be ok again. all it needs is a small kind gesture and it will be ok. in fact it will be better than ok. because when it happens, after everything clears, everyone understands everyone else better. and with family, its like we can tell them almost anything and they wont judge you like how some others would. because we know, with family, they wont want to mess your life up and make you miserable.
especially not mothers. =)
mothers are God's way of taking care of us, just like fathers, brothers, sisters and friends. i know it sounds so darn cliched, but heck, i dont care. ;)
mothers look after us. they worry for their children, they worry about their children.
they cook for us, to make sure that we never go about our day on an empty stomach. they bring us medicine when we are sick. they kiss our forehead when we are asleep, and wipe our tears when we cry. they changed our diapers when we were younger and sang us songs when we refused to sleep. they played with us when no one else would, and entertained us even when we threw tantrums. they come to us when we were wailing babies, when others would run hundreds of miles away.
and even after i believe i am already big and strong, deep down, i always want my mother to be there for me. just like when she was there when i were 7.
i remembered in primary school, when i was 7, i was a freaking cry baby. i would always cry during assembly after my mom sent me to school.
i couldnt bare to be away from her. it made me sad to see her walk away, her back facing me. not there to look at me. to see those eyes looking back. telling me silently but surely that i could do it, that everything would be alright.
she's my confidant and still is.
another; me being a very forgetful girl.
i always forget the day i had art lesson. i would always forget to bring drawing blocks, crayons, colour pencils, markers, paints to school. then mama would buy for me those things at the school bookshop.
and everytime it happened, i would always feel guilty as hell. made me feel horrible disappointing someone i look up to. made me feel guilty for spending money on something i didnt have to. and then i would cry again. -_- it touches me to no end for the sacrifices she's made.
we cry not because we are weak, but because we are strong enough to allow others see us vulnerable.
so i made that up, but i think im making sense. XP
and i am not saying that just because im like tearing recollecting all the sacrifices she's done.
i love my mama.
she is,
my bona fide hero. =)
