I used to hide away
If we could light up every street with our cellular phones, then maybe we can save ourselves or maybe we won't. But it doesn't even matter if we got no plan, as long as you're holding on to somebody's hand.
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And only try to save myself
i expect to pass through this world but once.
any good, therefore, that i can do
or any kindness i can show to any fellow creature,
let me do it now.
let me not defer or neglect it
for I shall not pass this way again.
-- stephen grellet
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Date/Time: Tuesday, July 31, 2007 // 10:49 PM

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the best thing to hold onto in life is each other.
- audrey hepburn


did you know that i am as old as the new paper?
haha. tak penting.

i was going to write an angry post about today. but decided against it because i no longer feel bluergh.

for the 1hr 10min i was walking, i was glad i didnt have to carry my crazy heavy bag. and i was also glad that zas brought slippers for me. wearing those pointy shoes would have been a killer. plus i got to see my lovely sisters and exercise that ive missed for quite awhile now. nyeheh.
YAYA! sunday morning, biler niiii. ROAAR!

now i have a mosquito bite on my left arm. yay me.
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this world has grown to be so materialistic, it scares me sometimes. we're never gonna bring those items when we pass on. but we go crazy over them anyways.
this world is nothing but an illusion.
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Date/Time: Sunday, July 29, 2007 // 8:30 PM

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i was right. my prediction is correct. i did have a great week.
from monday to sunday, my days were wonderful. YAY! :D



after FYP presentation, hanim and i had our occasional nature trips. this time, to HAY DIARIES GOATS FARM! :DD

nuwul: hanim, you know what bus to take from chua chu kang interchange?
hanim: 975. you know where to alight right?
nuwul: *mata terbeliak lagi sikit nak terpop out.* noooooo! i thought you knew. AAAHHH!
hanim: nvm, we try our luck.


lol. script same as that in hanim's blog. hehe.
we were lost for one hour. asked kala mala for help with the directions and bus to take. our very own walking bus directory! :D she so efficient can? makes me wonder how can remember these things so well. hehe.

we were aaaaalll the way at bukit batok when hanim finally decides to call kala. she said we've missed the actually stop by a WHOOOOLE lot. nyeheh.

hanim got worried when we got almost lost in a-close-enough-jungle-like-road at lim chu kang road. dekat dengan kubur! ooo la la. i like! :P

kambing, bermacam-macam kambing.
wrinkly? you got it.
permed fur? that's right.
with a goatee? of course. (it is a goat isnt it? :P)
so cute they scream, bring me home! definitely.
rilek one corner and yang tangkap hansem posing on the railing, pon ader. ;P

i wanna go there again! maybe during the milking sessions from 9am to 11am the next time. siape nak ikut kiterrr? hehe. *smug face.













bare with the orientation of the pictures alrighty? it's beyond my control. :/

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out to sentosa with the royalties. my princessys. *smug face.
had so much fun doing our specialties; cam whoring and laughing at the darnedest things.
OUH! one of the highlights of my day there were the macaws! :DD animals make me go crazy. crazy in a good way of course. :))

pictures speaks a thousand words. so, let them do the talking ok. hee.



















thursday; chapter4&the greens&ring pop from joey + friday; macd&spongebob with liy = YAY!
need i say more? X))














saturday lin's birthday celebrations at ecp. she is forever kecoh. more updates on it when i get the photos. :))
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Date/Time: Monday, July 23, 2007 // 6:58 PM

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i am almost fully booked this week.
i foresee a great week ahead.
:DD


updates on my date with hanim to hay dairies goat farm soooooon.
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Date/Time: Sunday, July 22, 2007 // 5:46 PM

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sai told me the other day that my small brother was gonna take him up for that offer.
can someone remind me where my little brother disappeared to? hmmmm.
alahai, imran imran. so cute can?
and the little things an older sister would say to make her younger brother a tad happier. or maybe a little bit panicky. nyeheheh.




CUTE LAR. grrr.
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Date/Time: Saturday, July 21, 2007 // 10:44 PM

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mama sang: pajamas, bananas. *in banana in pajamas tune.


i am sooooooooooo relieved that FYP presentation is over! :))
Alhamdulillah. am so proud of the team.
we did the best we could. now lets hope and pray for the best.
i am so happy how we psyched ourselves up before the presentation.
YAY! :))

for now, we are free from FYP.
whoopy! you have no idea how extremely elated ALL of the SAS students are that FYP for this sem is over. phewh. just gotta wait for the gradings. now, that is another nerve wrecking issue we've gotta face. bluergh.

ouh just so you know, and if it means anything to any of you, one of our assessors was alvin teo. -___- go figure.

but im still glad.
arent we all?



fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars. :))
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Date/Time: Friday, July 20, 2007 // 3:47 PM

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grinning, beaming, and lots of smiling.
:))

cos i like it like that.
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Date/Time: Wednesday, July 18, 2007 // 8:27 PM

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"Anger dwells only in the bosom of fools."

"Anyone can become angry. That is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose and in the right way - that is not easy."

"Anger is never without a reason but seldom a good one."

"Whatever is begun in anger ends in shame."

"Anger and intolerance are the enemies of correct understanding."

"A man is measured by the size of things that anger him."


anger should only be in the cause of Allah. that is what i have learnt. set aside that ego, and look at what is really important.



i wish you never said what you did.
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Date/Time: Tuesday, July 17, 2007 // 3:43 PM

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* A Taste Of Something New says:
Yeapz like Duh... my mentee says ______ Looks compatible wif me. HaHa.

= N U W U L = this time, with assiduity. says:
hahaaha
but its true lah what he's saying

* A Taste Of Something New says:
beauty and Cutie eh .HaHaHa okay sHuddup Yani
LOL

= N U W U L = this time, with assiduity. says:
beauty and the beast

* A Taste Of Something New says:
hes too cute to be a beast... my ex is the beast

= N U W U L = this time, with assiduity. says:
haha
i was talking about you being the beast
:P

* A Taste Of Something New says:
WAT!!!!

= N U W U L = this time, with assiduity. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
this is so funny
can i blog about it?



HAHAHAHAHA. kelakar giler sey. :DD
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Date/Time: Monday, July 16, 2007 // 1:43 PM

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i've been meaning to blog for quite some time now. but there always seem to be some other more important thing to do. but then, i miss writing. writing with pen and paper is so much more tiring now. nyeheh. ngada-ngada sey. :P
so i've set aside time to do just that.
yay me!

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the past few weeks, have been spent visiting atok in the hospital. he's getting better, Alhamdulillah. out in two to three days, insya Allah. :)) that makes me glad.
really glad. :D
i remembered the first few days when he was first admitted, before the bypass operation. he was still so optimistic. he was the source of inspiration. he was the one that kept us to go on strong.
i remembered, he was still joking about the small nurse. about how if he sepak her, she would terpelanting ke luar. ouh, my atok. reminds me so much of abah. haha.

the post operation. made me realise how strong my atok's will was. physically weak yes, but spiritually strong. there were times when i entered and he looked at me blankly, stared into space. so i said, "atoooooook. *smiles widely. kenal tak siape ni?" he nodded and said, "kenaal." :)) he even balas-ed my thumbs up ok. :D
hah, the strength of a 79 year old man.

and the beauty about difficult moments is that it brings people together. :) there's always hikmah, in every situation. something to improve on, something new to learn. Allahu Akbar. :DD Layukal-lifullahu nafsan illa wus 'aha. Allah does not give His servants something that he cannot handle.


thanks to those who without fail, every now and then ask how my granddad is doing. hee. sungguh terharu rasanyer. haha. pray for my atok's speedy recovery k? :)
so kawan kawan, sila jaga kesihatan anda yer. :)


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abang's commencement was on a monday. which monday eh? hmmm.
watashiwa proud of oonisan. :DD
whole kazoku proud of oonisan. :))



the journey that you're gonna embark on around a month, we'll be praying for you. all of us. promise. :)


aisey man. i love this photo. for obvious reasons. nyeheh.
RP friends, our time will soon come to put on that graduation gown. WAAAAAHHH. scary! whatever we decide on today, now, in the present, will pave the path that we'll travel in the future. so let's all never ponteng ever again. muahaha.
in less than 6 month people, in less than six month. *faints melodramatically.

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the surprise bday celebration for liy and yani went on smoothly. muahaha. are we good actresses or what?! hehe. they had no idea what was going on because, i, ehem, was, ehem so casual with going here and there. and seetea and eliza can reaaally put on a straight face when telling white lies. hehe. but gotta give it to liy for making it an easier job for us. LOL. ouh, did i forget to mention that their bday is just one day apart? liy being the younger one. heh. :))




the priceless expression on their faces.



happy birthday ladies! :)
























and yesterday's time spent at the mosque was uber fun! nak lagi! hehe. the motivational talk by encik kelana made me darn motivated can? apart from the company i was in, seeing khaliesah and safwah perform, that was the highlight of my day there. hee. i wished everyone i knew were there. what a thing to share. :))

encik kelana said that the best of people are those whom when you look at, our taqwa increase. ketika melihat dirinya, dirimu lebih mengingati yang maha Esa. masya Allah, i wish i was among those people. i know of others who has that effect on me. aren't they blessed? :))
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Date/Time: Thursday, July 12, 2007 // 9:30 PM

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Love is a bird, flying free and high, setting new limits and forever changing.

Love is a tree, needing constant care and watering.

Love is a wheelchair, supports u when ur down, but sometimes makes u the laughing stock.

Love is Michael Jackson, sometimes its just children, but its just not right!

Love is Osama, it hides everywhere and u'll never know when it pops up!

Love is like the GST, we complain about it but still live with it.

Love is like Macdonalds, I'm lovin it!

Love is like water, can't live without it.

Love is like chilli, we know there are consequences of having too much, but we have it anyway.

Love is like Nike, just do it!

Love is an antique piece, old but still interesting.

Love is a horror flick, we just don't know when the surprises come up.

Love is like a mother, strongly supporting yet does not ask for anything in return.

Have you loved someone yet?



and that came from kenneth. like, W-O-A-H?
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Date/Time: 11:15 AM

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then he said, " but you are not living up to your fullest potential."


now that, that made her feel regrettably bad.
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Date/Time: Wednesday, July 11, 2007 // 1:00 PM

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currently on yani's laptop.
my lappy is being reformatted. as we speak, as i type, as you read. whatever.
im gonna lose all the photos i hv.
now i know how sai feels.



BOOHOOHOO!

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on a happier note, fyp poster is done! just left with printing. :)
but im still pretty sad. bluergh.
in need of chocolate. anyone?
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Date/Time: Sunday, July 08, 2007 // 4:49 PM

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dont you just love saturdays? *smug face.





off to nuh. toodles people.
and yeah, im still alive. alive and kicking. heh.
more updates tmr insya Allah. :))
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Date/Time: Tuesday, July 03, 2007 // 2:24 AM

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status: tired + still sick + relieved
reason: fyp report completed. like finally!

Alhamdulillah.
printing and binding awaits.



warning: nuwul may look, act and react like patrick star tmr.
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Date/Time: Sunday, July 01, 2007 // 3:55 PM

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those thoughts make me quiver. brrr.
ouh those sleepless nights.


surprise me with that patience of yours.
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