jangan menghampuskan ibadat dengan penyakit-penyakit hari seperti:

- ajab: Fikir diri dan perbuatan sendiri baik dan bagus
- takabur: berbangga-bangga diri; fikir orang lain fikir dirinya dan fikir diri sendiri lebih baik daripada orang lain.
- riak: menunjuk-nunjuk amalan.

mereka akan mengeraskan hati.



sekiranya berlaku sedemikian:

:) ingatlah semua yang baik itu milik Allah S.W.T. tanpa pemberiannya seperti tangan, kita tidak akan dapat melakukan kebaikan.

:) sentiasa menghinakan dan merendahkan diri ini sebagai makhluk yang fana dalam hati dan fikiran.

:) sentiasa nangis setiap hari dalam kesalan, insaf dan taubat walaupin secara paksa.

:) istighfar dalam hati.

:) berlumba melakukan kebaikan, walaupun sedikit dan jangan rasa puas.


berwaspadalah sahabat-sahabatku.

daripada: rakan seperjuanganku, dalam mencapai keredhaanNya. syukran ya habibah.

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it's a reminder for myself as much as it is for anyone else.
apologies for any shortcomings on my part, for any mistakes made are of my own. and anything good comes from Allah S.W.T. :)

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i seriously think today im in the mood to fight people.
physically i mean. ive been talking about kicking, cepuk-ing and cekik-ing, etc all day.

and just now, during terawih. affein and i were showing each other our not-so-awesome-kung-fu moves.

then i thought to myself, probably bruce lee's sound crew wore telekongs to make those whoosh whoosh sounds. :P

i swear, it works. just imagineeeeeeee.


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[ l i y a n a* ] blop blop blop blop \\ eighteensept says:
my faci today is hilarious
he talk singlish and always has "ah ah ah"
mcm apek

シチアマィヤ says:
haha wat module?

[ l i y a n a* ] blop blop blop blop \\ eighteensept says:
structural bio

シチアマィヤ says:
ooh..
mine sanaul chowdurrryyyy
likes to smile at nuwul
hahah

[ l i y a n a* ] blop blop blop blop \\ eighteensept says:
ng hian cheong
go look him up
muker jer da klakar
wahh he loves nurul..
nanti he get his son to marry her or smth seyy


-___- liyana, liyana. tsk tsk. and i wish to see the faci!


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and it seems that two of my classes are crazy over the moccha advert.
sammie tried showing me yesterday.
i was like, 'EW! what he doing?! im fasting! i dont want see!'
it was disturbing ok. the trunks he was wearing. eeeks. trunks, i cant stand them.
i owe my eyes an apology.
and i still hvnt watched the advert. someone tell me if im missing something, because if im not, no use in letting my eye go through the agony. haha.

OUH. shawny's favourite slogan so far, 'otak banyak lobang.' all thanks to structural bio.
and ader orang tu panic ingat his brain got holes. funny sey. Astaghfirullah. HAHA. :P 0 comment(s)

hikmah 2? so passe. hehe, eksyen.
now it's all about sensasi bebeh. join the housewives club in bishan, toa payoh and woodlands. :P
nek mok, mama and aunts favourite channel right now.

like the show ratapan anak tiri, so touching ok. :')
and one of the child actress looks so much like khaliesyah.



eee. the whitey withey stuff so buruk!

smiling; back home. im officially insane.

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hopefully, come the end of the week, everything will be fine.
hopefully the blessing of Ramadhan will be bestowed upon us all.
just have a little faith.

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all i can say is,
today is a day well spent.

SubhanAllah. Alhamdulillah. Allahu Akbar.

thank you fiqah. the friendship we have, it grows deeper everytime. i am grateful and extremely glad.

hayatilah kalimah Bismilahir-Rahmanir-Rahim, dan akan boleh mengalir air matamu.

take time to read this.



ya Tawwab, tub'alainaa. ya Tawwab, tub'alainaa.
warhamnaa, wanzur ilainaa. warhamnaa, wanzur ilainaa. 0 comment(s)

my brother asked me to write an appeal letter for him.
then i realise i need more practise.
I find it absolutely bizarre that the parking attendant would expect me to wake up in the wee hours of the morning to put a parking coupon when it is apparent that 16/09/2007 is a Sunday and there is free parking.

'ALAMAK! tulis mcm gini makin dier tak nak approve.'
too emotional eh? haha. mcm nak cari gaduh. :P


ok, not my fault. this is my first time. :D
after some coaching, it's better. and he may just stand a better chance of getting a favourable reply. heh.


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the first week of school have just ended for me. cant say i hate school cos i get to see the people ive been missing. but cant say i dont want more holidays, cos hell yeah i do! we all do. right? ;)

MONDAY. structural biology; W55L
half of the class have previously been my classmates, so wheehoo. :D

faci was nice enough, let us choose our own team. loved the team. XD
Siti Amalia! shawny (long service award, 5 sems in a row), sammie and glenn.
Siti Amalia! say i always laugh, and she dont know why. lol.
spent time with kala and hanim during break, YAY! i like. :D

gave eliza two tight hugs because i miss her so much. me and liyana were literally screaming when we saw her.

this is my class, NOT.


TUESDAY. cell cycle and oncology; W56H
before anything else, howdee neighbour! :P

power lah, same team as Siti Amalia!, glenn and shawn again. wheehoo. some i recognise, some i didnt. class was intense, with stiff competition. eeks. we were the neutral party. switzerland, we called ourselves. heh. but the people in my class bermacam macam ragam i tell you. i was smiling most of the time when they were presenting. cute lah. hahaha. i think Siti Amalia! has an impression that im crazy. :/ but she laughs at my nonsenseseseseseseseses, i like! YAY!

constant visits from eliza and yani made the day even better. lovesssss.
laughing like hyenas; close enough. :D
ouh, yar. talking about laughing, our faci will say one thing and laugh at what she said. Siti Amalia! said she is like me, laugh by/to myself. -___-

OUH! and when you are learning about cancer, and your email just so happens to be benign, be ready to get a lot of teasings from your team mates.
thanks eh. merajok arh gini. hmph.

went home with yani and we were again, laughing.
im glad you cheered up my dear. :)

sorry! i didnt see you there! lol.


WEDNESDAY
FYP at yani's place. 1 hour of serious work, and the rest spent, well... resting. hee.
her mom gave me mee goreng to bring home for buka, thank you cik! her brother scared the begheevas out of me. HAHA. baruuu tgk criter hantu, her mom said. LOL! the sister and i were trying to teach her how to do the batman eyes. ya Rabbi, it took us 5675437685465 hours until she got it i tell you. cuteness. :P we love you all the same yani. haha.








THURSDAY. reasoning through the ages; W56B
the elective i dont regret taking. LIYANA! in my class! wheehoo. sad she didnt get to come though. and joey in my team. YAY! having those familiar faces is a plus for me. :D plus the kids are nice, and very friendly. :)) and it helps that they make me feel young. lol.
philosophical bebeh, i like. so conceptual and abstract. so abstract that me and another team member didnt know what to add into the ppt. best kan? lol.


and today's problem in a nutshell was, "Interconnectedness of things to others and how if you view it as only one entity by itself, and not relate it to anything else, it has no/wont have any value to you."

this module makes me think, hard. so hard that i had headache from all the thinking. sewiously. heh.




where art thou? watashiwa miss miss miss. :( bluergh.

SAI, LIN, JAM, where are you people?!


hanimeanie! liyanaaaaaaa. ya-yaaaaaaa.
little rainbow. and bestiessss.

people, meetup soon k? :)


ouh my. :'(
hahaha. mcm belom jumper berape tahun sey.

why does it seem longer than it really is? 0 comment(s)

im telling you, something is not right.

i can feel it in my gut. deep down in my chest, my heart feels heavy. ive had one of these before. and ive never liked it.




dzikrullah; penenang hati. 0 comment(s)

my bestie asked a rhetorical qn,
what do you do when the person who can make you stop crying, is the person that made you cry?





my reponse,
i would be sad and cry some more.




i crack myself up. -rashidah 0 comment(s)

= the light of guidance = says:
makes me wonder what fate is trying to tell me.
kwang3

[ l i y a n a* ] blop blop blop blop \\ mind over mattter says:
u'll noe wen the time comes..
hahahaha

.
.
.

people ask, what does the future have in stored for me?

but have we stored something for ourselves in the future? in order for us to even have a future.
if im making any sense, yay.
if not, let it be left alone.


if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.
im feeling the heat! it's time to get realistically ambitious.


give me the strength and guide me through. :)


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currently experiencing writers' block.

.
.
.

was out talking to strangers; sort of.
was out browsing through books at the library.

the cravings just keep on piling up.
nak KEROPOK LEKOR PLEASE!


ouh guess what!
i am currently blogging from my lappy! :DD
after a loooooooong time of having it acting all crazy.
now, i got a new keyboard, a new fan and a new HDD. for free.

thank you very much for accompanying me. X)

'ulang alik, ulang alik. biler nak game?' mama said.
finally dah game pon, Alhamdulillah. hee.



rindunyerrrrrrrrrr rasa hati. 0 comment(s)

i am missing it. badly.
GRRR!

this is a test im sure. just a teeny weeny one.
come on, just a bit more.
its ok, its alright. i can do it, go fight fight fight!


i thank the darkness for it made me appreciate the light. 0 comment(s)

RAMADHAN, WE MEET AGAIN! XD

i get a surge of happiness because i got to meet another Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah.
happy nyer! wheehoo! :DD

we should all make the best of this Ramadhan, because we may never know if we'll meet the next.

Ramadhan is a gift for us. it's more than just fasting isn't it? :)
it's an all-too-short blessed month where good deeds should be multiplied and the gates of goodness should be opened wide.

its a chance for us to become better Muslims, to increase our ibadah and pahala, and to bring ourselves closer to God. this is our month, the month of Rasulullah's Ummah, let's take advantage of it. ;))




Ummah Films - Ramadhan Reruns



Sheikh Riyad Ul Haq - Blessings of Ramadhan (1 of 5)



may we be granted Taufiq from Allah SWT to act upon the reminders given by our brothers in the previous two videos. insya Allah. :)





Ya Allah, berikanlah kami kesihatan dan kekuatan untuk beribadah kepadaMu, ya Rabbi. kurniakanlah rahmatMu, ya Rahman. ampunilah dosa-dosa hambaMu yang lemah ini, ya Ghafur dan berkatilah Ramadhan kami, ya Allah. 0 comment(s)

Be true to the light, never deny it or turn your face from it, and though the darkness encompass you and the great enemy tread upon your heels, your foot shall not stray from the path, nor your heart perish...



as it gets steeper, go on deeper. 0 comment(s)

SOS - IDENTITY CRISIS.

rafiqah, man i love her. :D

what makes you, you?
who are we, really?



there are times when we go through life, questioning ourselves. why do we do this,
why do we do that?
and when you keep on questioning, and you cant find the answer, is it ok not knowing? i mean, there are times when we do things, without really asking or should i say calculating why we are doing it.

i know for a fact i do certain things willingly, and i actually want to do them. but why? and is it really important to know why? hmmm.
sure certain things need to be defined. but does everything need to be defined?


me and fiqah were talking,
is there something wrong with us? for not having a particular preference to many things? others may like or dislike something strongly. it's like they have something of their own, something to call their own.
and for us to be changing constantly, so we just cant help asking, who am i?

for instance, some like the night more than the day. some prefer orange juice to watermelon juice. i like both, just the same. does that make me any less knowledgeable about myself? does that mean i dont know me well?
she said, no.

then she said something along these lines, "you may like so many different things because you are appreciative of things. thats how you are exactly. we are set on this earth unique. as cliched as it may seem, its true. and we each have a purpose to fulfill, and it may not all be the same
....
just got to remember to go back to Him. He'll be there, anytime, anywhere."

then i realise, the reason i dont like the night any better than the day is because at night, i can enjoy the cool breeze, gaze the stars, enjoy the quiteness and sleep (yes, very important! heh). in the day i can enjoy the warmth from the sun, observe the fluffy clouds accompanying the blue skies and hear the birds chirping.


then i asked, what is my talent?
i cant play the piano, i cant juggle, i cant sing like celine dion or dance like wade robson.

but i can love every moment and enjoy and appreciate the littlest things.
its not tangible, but its there, within me.




so tell me, is it really possible to define a person?



the quizgalaxy's dictionary did.
say heloo to this deadly strain of projectiile vomit. :D



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People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

Coz you see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

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we went to funan to fix my crazy lappy. the lady said there wont be any payments required. so yay. out in three to four days.

till then, i'll be using either the pc or oonisan's lappy. :)

who wants more liver to liver talks? :D






















and the day just gets better.
To: Kakak Nurul. Happy Teacher's Day.
From: Nur Ainin Sofiya.





and then i went, AWWWWWWW. 0 comment(s)

31st, was my beloved parents' anniversary.
im thankful and indescibably grateful that they love me, i love them, and they love each other. :D
im thankful for their upbringing. im thankful that they are always there to be my pillar of support. and im utterly thankful that - though at times, urgh-ish - they're always keen to find out what im up to.
im thankful and im thankful!

so mama and abah, thank you. thank you many many. im glad to be the third child of your three zuriats. all i can say is, Alhamdulillah. :)

the 31st of aug was smelly oonisan's birthday. :O coolness i tell you. hee.
semoga usia diberkati Allah, hidup penuh barakah, menjadi anak yang soleh dan muslim yang sejati. di tingkatkan ketaqwaan, keimanan, keihsanan. Amin. :))

you may be thousands of kilometres away, but you'll always be close to my heart. and in many cases my nose, cos you are so smelly, smelly oonisan. XP

btw abang, i think i look hot in your snow cap. HAHAHA.

i love you, i love you, i love you.

since this seems to be a 'family' kinda section, it wont be complete without affein, now would it? ;)
affein got back from ubin from obs instructor selection camp. and he was super hangus and super shagged. 90 applied, 20 was sent for interview and 13 was selected for that camp. of those that passed the selection camp, there are times they select all, only one, or even none. o_O
sooo, of the 13 people who got selected for the selection camp, he was amongst the last four standing while the rest dropped out along the way. im proud of him. :D
YAY! *does a happy dance.

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saturday, ECP!
blue. pink. brown. 13. stories. bubble gum. round chair. green. doughnuts. macd. roaring roboraptor. rix and mimi. 125minutes. $5. cycling. pink. orange. ran. rain. bedok jetty. punyer sebelah. national sailing centre. bang. wind. bang. eeks. ouch. back. beach. sand. sea. no worries. YAY! anticipation with patience. come. 48hours. after. busride. amk. back. banquet. chicken. chop. rice. tea. terpedaya. tipah. YOU! EEWW. :P





















after burning many many calories (yes, many. im confident. heh.), i went to my aunt's place. actually i went to their neighbour's place. we call them nenek and atok. :)
im so glad i went there. santapan rohani beb. when someone talks with knowledge, you just know. i wouldnt mind being there for a longer time. i liked it. knowledgable people, with a sense of humour. who would mind being there? heh.

i salute the older generation. they are always so hospitable. you cant help but feel comfortable around them. a sense of peace. :)

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baby cousin's cukur rambut just a few hours ago. azzwa saffriena; si jelita yang pintar. X)) i like the name! hee.
i was carrying her and staring (i know it's rude to stare but i cant help it.) at her tiny fingers, tiny fingernails, tiny toes, tiny toe nails, tiny eyes, tiny nose, tiny mouth. alahaiii. cute nyer. how i wish i could kidnap her home.




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