eliza said something just now.
made me realise; some stuff. haha.



-classic song. :) 0 comment(s)

today's lesson.

situation:
a guy rapes an old woman.

dilemma:
what punishment should he be given? capital or life imprisonment?

liyana:
life imprisonment. he only rape people what, he never go kill people.

*silence for 3seconds*

class:
HAHAHAHAHAHA! 0 comment(s)

OM SHANTI OM!

went out with the ladies for the movie last week. first time experience lah, watch hindi movie in the theatres. best! nyahahah.
pretty faces and hot bodies, enlarged on the movie screen.
woooo. *melts and drools. oops. :X


'ended our night with our last meal at Mc at bishan. as usual, we TALK, we SMILE, we LAUGH, we TEASE, we DO FUNNY EXPRESSIONS, we GOSSIP, and one and foremost, we HAD FUN!' - yaya.

sayang korang. X) 0 comment(s)

i, nurul huda, am addicted to the rubik's cube.
my brother can reassemble it in under 5 minutes, making him crazy. and that was done after just 30 minutes of learning it. making him even crazier.
i want to do just as fast, but i'm stuck at the first/second step.

he's coming back with two new rubik's cube. YAY!
the one we have is really old and dirty. haha.

cant wait. i'm so excited! :DD 0 comment(s)

hug therapy anyone?

females only. :D 0 comment(s)

omg.
i'm feeling so bloody nostalgic right now. reading past testimonials in friendster. self-absorbed or what!! nyahahah.

ok, the account was created in the later times when i was in sec3. waaaah, reading the testimonials make me smile ok? and all warm inside. sigh.

nak pegi balik! *throws tantrum.

some testimonials said i'm crazy, but i think i may have just lost that craziness a little bit.
WHO STOLE IT FROM ME?! GIVE IT BAAAAAACK! GRRR.

testimonials from secondary school friends, from mi friends, from sisters, from family and not forgetting from poly friends.

how things have moved and definitely changed.
those you used to be close, they no longer are. those you hold dear to yourself, have vanished and disappeared. POOF!
then there are those that are like stars. you don't always see them, but you know that they are always there.
those who you never knew, are now making waves in your life. in my life. :)

and then there are those that are still hanging around, just making sure that in case you ever fall, they'll be there to catch you. :)


love you peoplessss. HEE. *smug face.

tak nak graduaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate, boleh? 0 comment(s)

it's the i-feel-like-i'm-not-cut-out-for-anything season.
ouh God, help us.



just have a little faith. :) 0 comment(s)

i feel like doing something drastic to my hair.

my cactus died yesterday. :(
mama said it didnt get enough sunlight. im a cactus killer. shame on me! :/

i wish i could divide myself into 3 on saturday.

my bambam's cute. XD

___________________



im on a crossroad in my life.
and im afraid.
everything has been pre-planned. and there's some where i should be.
i'll seek for guidance. and i'll seek it from the One. the All-Knowing of the worldly world, as well as the hereafter.


'I went down to the crossroads, fell down on my knees.
I went down to the crossroads, fell down on my knees.
Asked the lord above for mercy, save me if you please.'
- eric clapton, crossroads. 0 comment(s)

The dua can change our life, our outlook, and our fate. It is the most potent weapon of a believer. - By Khalid Baig

'We should make dua at all times, not only during times of distress. The Prophet Muhammad PBUH said: "Whosoever desires that Allah answers his duas in unfavorable and difficult conditions, he should make plentiful dua in days of ease and comfort."

The Prophet said: "The dua of a Muslim for his brother (in Islam) in his absence is readily accepted. An angel is appointed to his side. Whenever he makes a beneficial dua for his brother the appointed angel says, 'Aameen. And may you also be blessed with the same." [Sahih Muslim]

In the dark ages that we are living in today, everyday brings fresh news about atrocities committed against our brothers in Palestine, Kashmir, India, Afghanistan, Iraq, Chechnya, and the list goes on. And what do we do? We can continue to just feel frustrated and depressed. We can petition the determined perpetrators or a fictional "International Community". We can just forget all this and move on to some other subject. Or we can stand up before Allah and pray for His help, who alone can help. The dua can change our life, our outlook, and our fate. It is the most potent weapon. But it works only for those who try sincerely and seriously to use it. '


berharaplah dengan penuh harapan sesungguhnya Allah maha mendengar.

during my whole time in school today, i loved 1300hours the most. XD 0 comment(s)

there has been a calling.
a calling i've been ignoring.
but today i've decided,
to respond and give in.

i feel totally free.
and my quest of attaining the peace of mind
is a journey i will travel.
a journey, a path i do not wish to walk away from.

so i call myself back.
because someone once said 'satisfaction comes from doing a good day's work of clearing the fog that surrounds us'.


it's been pretty hazy, with occasional sunshine and rainbows.
and that, i appreciate. a whole lot. :) 0 comment(s)

what's at stake?

and they say life's a gamble. 0 comment(s)

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:48 PM):
amcam ko?

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:48 PM):
how you been?
baik!
Alhamdulillah
(::

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:48 PM):
errr.... alright so far...
guess where am i right now?
hahahaha

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:48 PM):
sch?
how?

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:48 PM):
hahahahaha
wrong

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:48 PM):
home?

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:48 PM):
guess agi
wrong

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:49 PM):
library?

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:49 PM):
hhahaha
salah

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:49 PM):
coffee bean?
macdonalds?

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:49 PM):
nah.....

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:49 PM):
hmmmmm/

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:49 PM):
aku kat china la beb

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:49 PM):
india?
SERIOUS?!

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:49 PM):
kuang asam
india
lak

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:49 PM):
china town arh?
hahaha
oops.

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:49 PM):
dah lamer la aku kat china

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:50 PM):
betol ker ni?

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:50 PM):
aku attachment overseas

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:50 PM):
waH!!!!

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:50 PM):
ah2 ler

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:50 PM):
BEST NYER!!!
tak bilang aku pon!

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:50 PM):
sebab tu tak dgr erite

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (5:50 PM):
oo lala
sejak biler?
dah brape lama?
best tak pat sane?

~={ShuKy}=~ everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself says (5:50 PM):
errr 24 september...



kenape semue orang overseas ni!
best lah can? haha.
why doesnt RP have attachment of that sort? kan best..

no wonder he so senyap. lol.

i pray for your success shuk!
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i miss feeling openly vulnerable.
it makes me feel human, and very real.

yes, im very vulnerable and extremely human.
i feel sad, i feel glad.
a whole swirl of emotions deep within me right now.
of love, confusion, happiness, restlessness, aloof, and thirst for peace of mind.

but right now, i wish you would get well. real soon. :)
yes you, little rainbow. 0 comment(s)

my weekend was awesome. hehe.
everything went as planned, God willing. Alhamdulillah. XD

ESCAPE TO ESCAPE
this, was planned many weeks ago. thank goodness it happened. if not id be crushed. heh.

with eliza, yani, siblings and friends. XD
with the absence of seetea and liy though. BOOHOO.

an irritating-cos-i-like-to-tease-nuwul-that-happens-to-be-my-2nd-cousin dude took this shot. nice shot yes?









yay! *does the happy dance.
so much fun laughing and SCREAMING! at the haunted house in escape especially. kluar tempat tu, tekak dry, cos terpekik terlolong inside. haha.

insane isnt it how people like to do certain things even after knowing how it would be like for them at the end of it all?

and i got to drive the go-kart for the first time. best, i like. :D
no wonder hanim always say ooo its soooo nice to drive blah blah blah. hehe.

.
.
.

then to east coast beach for my uncles bday celebration. yummy food, sea breeze, waves crashing. sitting near the sand, thinking and reflecting, very nice. *thumbs up. i loved it. :)
who would have been willing to join me? someone near macdonald's east coast maybe? :P

solace in solitary

***

1111: after what seemed like ages.
bee movie and seafooooooooooooood. who like who like? i like! XP


you make me a happy girl, a very happy girl. hee.



mini pop quiz: which of seafood did nuwul love most?

answer: the 4 cockles she ate. (record breaking lah sey).
would you like to guess why..? teehee.

beating in synchrony.

***


syawal dah lepas baruuuu nak post gambar raye ye nuwul? tsk tsk.
this year with friends was sooo different.
i went to one open house and one trip of raya-ing.

photos at open house not available for posting. :P
i felt very special and beautiful that day. BEAUTIFUL?! hahahahahaha. O.o
ok whatever, i felt special. :)


RAYAU RAYA
with the brothers and sisters. YAY!





siape nak guess rumah saya yang maner?! heh.

we ate at every single house and we laughed at night the most.
now im pretty confident we are nocturnal kids.
yup, we get super hyper at night. right yaya? hehe. :P 0 comment(s)

you know, sometimes it annoys me when i inform someone about something (that i am suppose to btw) and then they go, 'ya. i know.' with the whole attitude and whatever.

like okaaay. you know, hoorah.
*jumps around with pom poms.

chillman. gheez. 0 comment(s)

"i forgave not to make him feel better, but so that i could begin to heal."



rashidah: where are we going?
freddy: she's going to glutton's bay.
nuwul: WE. WE are going glutton's bay.
freddy: ouh yar, we. you, me, rashidah and your pimple.
ALL: HAHAHAHAHAHA.

i have forgiven you. so that i can begin to heal.
hopefully my pimple too.

and yup, my pimple was THAT big.


on a less pimple-related note,
im looking forward to the weekends!
escape, b'day celebration, movie and seafoooood. XD
insyaAllah; dont forget to say that. heh.

*lumdeedum. 0 comment(s)

got back from sending ustaz at the airport and i decided that i want to dedicate a post for my smelly oonisan.


ooonisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan! imissyou!






loooook!





the nature freak is insanely jealous. bukit timah mane cukooooooooooop! *pouts.

AND!
you guys should see the masjid. sooo cantik, no?



look at the chandelier. subhanAllah. abah and nenek say the architechture reminds them of masjid-masjid at madinah.
biler undangan ku akan tiba eh? teehee.

i know i know, i stole some of the photos. hehe.

and while we have 'perisa' ajinomoto, they have stadium ajinomoto. however you spell it. nyeheheh.


oonisan, i will upload the photos tmr ok. i promise. :)
the hari raya, the airport photos. all of them.
take careeeeeeeeeeeee. XD 0 comment(s)

of songs and beautiful emotions.

up up up and awaaaaaaaaay. 0 comment(s)