eliza and i,
we're starting a union.

NYAHAHAHAH! XD 0 comment(s)

ok, i think i like the blacks.
i like the rapping and the rhyming yo!
especially so if the rappings are of nasheeds and stuff.




you feel me dawg? \m/
haha. mcm paham.

-native deen. check them out. :) 0 comment(s)

heloo fellow netizens!

i went to secret recipe and breeks! my virgin experience. sedih tak baru first time pegi? nyahah.
brownie at secret recipe was fantabulous! super chocolatey. melts in your mouth. yummeh.
the fish, superb.
the sauce, wonderful.
the company? even better.

and breeks! XD after collecting my ic.
recalling the islamic months together. muharram. safar. rabiul awal. rabiul akhir. jamadil awal. jamadil akhir. rejab. sya'aban. ramadhan. syawal. dzulkaedah. dzulhijjah.
muharram is coooooooooooooming. new year is nearing. just a few more days! 2 to be exact.
a new year, a new path to take, new tales to narrate, and new memories to build.
when it is all really just a continuation. :)

having him tell stories full of facial expressions and very animated, like always. fishy fishy, ice cream&brownies(again!) :D
bought a new gadget and we went to the bridge after prayers. i always have a great time when i'm there. not that i've been there a lot of times lah, but still. heh. anyways, time for some trying out of his new toy. my man and his new gadget. suweeeeet. very happy for him. maklum lah, been eyeing it since...... since when?


HAHAHA. sorry, just can't help it lah.
:P

the treat, the ice cream, like my dream. the time; our time. :)

kampong was relaxing to say the least. haziq was adorable. family was kecoh.
ate a worm looking shelled seafood thingy called sepahat. i'm telling you, it was like anthony bourdain or bizzare food on travel and living. we even documented it on the handy cam. :D

besties came over for awhile. yay. but it was too quick. grrr. i want a sleepover the next time please! insyaAllah. XD
sad qiyam was cancelled though. was looking forward to it. :/

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i realise that my sentences before this is not so proper. hmmm.
anyhow, life's wonderful, don't you think? :)
SubhanAllah. Alhamdulillah. Allahu Akbar.
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In covering the objectives of this report, which is to provide an analysis of the way MKAC helps the kidney patients in more ways than one, I learnt a lot more than just how MKAC functioned as a non-profit social service organization. I have gained many priceless lessons that I could not have learnt in a classroom.

For instance, I became more aware of how an illness - kidney problems, many take for granted is affecting Singapore. Although Singapore is considered an advanced country, there are still people in the community that still find it hard to go about their everyday live because of illnesses, financial problems and such. However, that does not mean nothing is done to help these people. MKAC is a fine example of that.

Being in our society so modern is like being in a rat race. Everything is fast paced; someone is always running to be somewhere, getting something, fast.

In spite of this, people are becoming more aware of those less fortunate and blessed than some. They are making time to contribute to society. Especially in times like now; where wars, killings and natural disasters are occurring frequently in other countries. Volunteers go for overseas trips to help rebuild lives that have been shaken from these disasters; there are financial aids, even clothes and food sent over.

What about those in Singapore? How are we making a difference to those around/next to us? Glad to say, there are many different groups/societies that are present in Singapore, focusing in different areas of help. For example, there is aid for those suffering from AIDS. However, this profiling doesn't focus on that. Instead, it focuses on an illness that is often overlooked, but definitely not to be taken any lighter – kidney problems.

In the process of doing this profile has made me realize that I have a lot to be grateful for. I am thankful that I do not suffer from a chronic illness right now. This reminded me to not take anything for granted, not the people around me, not the materials I have and definitely not my health.
It is apparent that the kidney patients had benefited from the activities organized by MKAC. But how have the committee members, staffs and volunteers benefited?

When asked Mr. Ameerali Abdeali, President of MKAC said, and I quote, "There is no difference between us and them, other than just maybe having a kidney problem. Patience, courage, how they face their adversity and still be able to smile, can still work, and raise a family is a source of inspiration. It makes us aware that we too have problems; we should handle the way they handle their problem. Know that everything is manageable."
This made me realize that I too want to be part of the Community Service industry one day. To be constantly inspired by these people, to help them where ever I could and is capable.

Another thing I learnt is that no matter where we are in our lives, as social beings, we naturally want and need a pillar of support, that beacon of light guiding and encouraging us wherever we go, whatever we do. What better place than to find it than in our family. MKAC knowing that it is necessary for these kidney patients to be surrounded by their loved one, MKAC plans several programmes and outings for the kidney patients and their family every year. They are joined by volunteers as well as staffs from MKAC, further emphasizing that it is not something that affects only one person in the family; the kidney patients, it effects others too. MKAC tries to touch not only the kidney patients, but also encourages their families to get involved.
It becomes a FAMILY affair, an acronym of their values; 'F'airness, 'A'ttentiveness, 'M'aking a difference, 'I'ntegrity, 'L'ife long learning and 'Y'earning for Improvement.


i'm graduating after 4 more weeks of school.
i know what i want to do. after reading what i wrote 4 months ago, i am assured. i just got to figure out, where to get started.

continue that search. i want to do something that i love. please let me. *prays hard. X)





for the first time in my life, i saw disappointment in his eyes. 0 comment(s)

kedengaran takbir mendayu-dayu,
terkenang dosa di masa lalu,
berlinangan air mataku,
nasib baik ada tissue.

HEH!
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA HAJI! :D

today made me realise just how much i miss an nahdhah. it's been a long time since i've been there, and darn if felt good to be back.
i talk as though i've been away for how many years gitu eh?! sure seemed like it though. heh.
it was great, with wonderful emotions seeing the familiar faces. hee. XD

and the not so familiar smell. from the kambings! *sniffs sniffs.
speaking of kambings.. beautiful isn't it, sacrifices? :)
of being selfless and putting others before one's self.
a true noble spirit. splendid. simply divine.

anyways, it was raining and yaya was trying to cheer the kambing up.
sooo...
senyum kambing kape yaya? padehal.. kwang3. :P

nekmok's place was as kecoh-rable as always. even though many were not present, and oonisan was miles away..
we miss you back here.
take good care. :)



i may be on a longer hiatus the next time around. hehe.
there's loads to say, but let's save it for another day. :P
take care most treasured readers! 0 comment(s)

you know what im experiencing right now?
what im experiencing right now is tranquility.
what im experiencing right now is serenity.

i hear the thunder clapping, i hear birds chirping, i see ripples created when raindrops fall into the pond and i feel the wind blowing.
beautiful isn't it? i feel so close to nature. and we all know i'm a nature freak.

what im experiencing now, it's peace.
it's a great feeling this thing peace.
hee. :)
it's no wonder the stereotypical miss universe contestants always say, 'for world peace'.
i also want world peace, does that make me miss universe? :DD

anyways,
i was walking into school smiling, and grinning.
yup, you know when you have that fuzzy feeling inside..
you just know that it's all great.
and it's all going to be a-otay.

i've got a test today, and i hope it'll be a-otay.
i pray it will.

but then again, don't we have tests everyday? 0 comment(s)

it is true.
dengan mengingatiNya, diri menjadi tenang.

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why is is that when you tell people, something's up with your eye. the first reaction would be,
ngendap orang eh???
haha. im no chikopek thank you. :b
but i have been watching korean dramas and.. *smug face.
okay, nvm. :b

the nicer ones told me to go see the doctor. haha.
ok, but im serious. it does hurt.
pray that my eyes get better k?
thankyou.

***

someone was all strong and badang-ly today. hehe.
fainting? nah. there was no fainting. yay!

***

strip me of this trickery.
strip me of this insanity.
i know i want it bad.
so bad, it's making me mad.

i have no idea where that came from and what i mean, but i like that it rhymes. hehe.


taken anything for granted lately? 0 comment(s)

after what seemed like a super long time, i saw rendall at the lift landing just now.
i shouted, 'HEY YOU RENDAAALLLL!' then punched him on the arm.

he punched me back. (he punched me back!!)

me: HEY! you punched me.
him: but i punch you.. not hard..
me: i'm a girl!
him: ouh yar, now then i know.

-_______________-

now, could someone tell me what that's suppose to mean?
roar. 0 comment(s)

ever punished someone for another person's sins?








don't do it. 0 comment(s)

i was on the way home with hanim, the skies were dark and gloomy.
it reminded us of dooms day. that in itself made us quiver and want to be better people, better Muslims.

i saw a makcik carrying a bunch of plastic bags in the crowded train i was in. she had to balance her fragile body because she couldn't get a sit or hold onto a pole.
it made me think of how it would be for me when i'm her age.

i saw an old woman walking near my block, she was with an umbrella and 3 plastic backs in one hand, 1 plastic bag in the other.
i felt sorry i couldn't help her.

i saw a dude with a hickey on his neck. he was holding his girlfriend's hands.
it made me go, eeeeks. Astaghfirullah.

it was raining heavily, my umbrella was spoilt. i crossed the road, in the rain.
i am grateful i wear the tudung.

i got the answer to, 'what should i do when i need motivation?' most of the answer related to, 'motivation comes from within.'
i'm ready to get out of this lazy-to-do-anything phase. i'm ready to let it pass.
stoning at inappropriate places is over! HAHAHA. *winks at hanim.

i saw my neighbour while i wanted to enter the lift, he was exiting. we smiled and he greeted someone else under the block.
it feels great to smile at someone, and they smile back. i want to have more of such neighbours.

i heard some people from the philippines talking.
it reminded me of my aunty. she's a convert and has khatam-ed the quran. Alhamdullilah.

i am reading smses and i've got big wide smiles etched on my face.
and i know that i want these feelings to last forever. 0 comment(s)

rashidah i owe you a public apology. i'm sorry. hee.
shhh, about my bluerghness k. between me, you and freddy only. :D
happy birthday to my bestie!


happy birthday to hanim!
hope she liked the surprise.
jangan pegi dari aku cepat cepat sangat k? :P


happy birthday to the KGC. hehe. sai and jamsy! XD
will be here, whenever you need me. :)




i wish all of my friends goodness in this world and in the hereafter. 0 comment(s)

and my baby cousin is only primary one this year. 0 comment(s)

It's far easier to fight for principles than to live up to them.

- Adlai Stevenson 0 comment(s)