the long promised j-post.


abah got back from work and he was carrying something big, brown, bulky and most importantly, foreign.



we got a package! we got a package!
it's from japan! it's from japan!
open it! open it!
it was pillow-ish, and mama hugged it. i bet it felt like hugging that smelly dude. :P
i was sooo excited i couldn't wait to tear the paper.
wake up affein! wake up!
it felt like my birthday! lol. tearing the paper excitedly, eagerly.
life's full of surprises, and this is just one of them. *grins.



people, that's my abah. my mom wore hers and was walking like a girl in kimono. with the sound effect, *keching keching keching* don't ask me why the sound effect like that. LOL. have no idea what's the name of this though.

tok ayah wore abah's and started singing some japanese song. my gawd. hahaha. encore was when he was webcamming with oniisan.
and of course i tried it too. haha. how can i not try it out kan? i looked hot. HAHAHAHA. tak malu. :P


let's talk about ai.

i'm not sure if oniisan is going to kill me for this. but i don't care. he can't and won't bear to harm his cute little sister. nyeheheh. it went something like this :-

me: abang, we miss you back here. i miss you. abang miss nuwul tak?
oniisan: yeah, i miss you too.
me: abang miss nuwul or kak f_ more?
oniisan: ermmmm. *shifty eyes. kak f_
me: ARH! how can?! you know me your whole life you know, 19 years!
oniisan: ermmmm. because everytime i'm around her, she's not beceng.
oniisan&me&mama: HAHAHAHAHA.
me: KURANG ASAM! pfft.

haizzzz, what to do? haizzz. *shakes head profusely.
HAHAHA. XD

AND did you know that ramen ten's soup has red bean? lol. penting tak? entah lah eh. :P
tapi, orang yang menanya penting. :) 0 comment(s)

bila rindu, ku pejam mata mengenangmu.

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today's class was a million times better than structural bio.
that class is dead. thank goodness there's shawn. forever entertaining me with his nonsense. long service award! i like. :D
but gotta give it to junaninah. she gave us mamees, panda biscuit to eat! hang man was fun in the beginning, but it became dead. just like, well.. the hang-ed man. HAHA. pun intended.

walked to the mrt with hanim and bambam. :)
i went out with hanim afterwards, for a teeny weeny while. a biiiiit je.
we were trying to find baju for high tea this sun, but ended up sitting down just talking. and sharing.
remember the woman who was asking for directions? we were very distracted by her lipstick. haha. dang hanim. if she hadn't said anything, tak dosaa ketawe. hahahah. XP
gosh, i miss her! she's always away, with other people. :( haha.

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I LOST PATRICK! :(

today was exceptionally better than yesterday. ouh, have i said that already? hehe. i remembered the first few lessons in oncology, i didn't like the class. probably because the people were pretty intimidating. but as the weeks passed, they've actually grown on me. even esther. haha. she's cool k! very nice. friendly, lame and reminded me a lot of my year1 sem1 class. hardworking, serious, yet crazy and fun at the same time. X)

we had canadian pizza! :D
no presentation, just games. X)

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just now,
my lappy died, and went on stand by! ROAR. but when i got signed in again, an msn msg popped up.
teehee. X) <3

we went to seoul garden after school just now! we were the longest customer there i bet. :B we kept going up to the buffet table, walking walking here, walking walking there. felt like home. i like. :)
we talked about us, the future and a pinch of the past.
a little of information overload, but hey we're strong, i'm strong. right? :)

thankyoumylove! XD

for as long as fate and time permits. 0 comment(s)

"it's ok dear. :) we're all human."

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if i had three wishes for my time in this world, i'd wish for millions of dollars.



for millions of reasons.



all the best for your results O level takers!
don't forget to sms me! ;) 0 comment(s)

today was fruitful. i like!

firstly, i got to see my other most favouritest boy in the morning. what a way to start my day right? lol. XP
still a teeny bit sleepy huh? *blinkblink, rubrub. heh.
thank you sweetheart. :)

me and yani got to meet rio ferdinand...
ok fine. i may have stretched the truth a bit, or even kid a little. it could have just been ferdinand. lol.
anyways, he was nice and he talked to us for four hours. FOUR HOURS! banyak colok sey yani.

we had our own little adventure with the lifts in singapore. they work in weird weird ways that is maha irritating and confusing. haha, MAHA. k, nvm. not funny to some. lol.
first lift service to level 2-4 & 15-19. second lift service to level 1-2 & 4-7. imagine us trying to pick the right lift to get to the 4th floor; there were 7 choices to make. we ended up waiting for the WRONG lift for approx two minutes btw. the same thing happened when we were at pacific plaza, the place to fix affein's watch. talk about being selenger bacin. :B

AND

when we were at MND, we suddenly teleported to the 4th level when in fact we were from the entrance of the building, which we believed was on the 1st floor. cos it was on the road level. i felt like i was in a different realm. haha.

got affein's watch half way fixed. hee. thank goodness it's affordable k. phewh!
thou shall not touch, wear or try on other people's watches except thy own. no matter how extremely nice it looks. please remind me people. :P



true generosity is when you give it your all, and it feels like it cost you nothing. 0 comment(s)

RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

random fact number one:
i can be very noisy around strangers, and extremely quiet around those i'm close to.

random fact number two:
i like taking drugs 'cause they make me feel high.

random fact number three:
i don't like taking drugs 'cause they make me feel high.

random fact number four:
i love facial hair. not on myself of course.

random fact number five:
i think babies are cute. i should get myself one or two.

random fact number six:
i still remember the time i watched 'long before time' in K2.

random fact number seven:
i have 3 brothers.

random fact number eight:
what nicky, 5, said tickles me 'i don't mind the idea of love but the only boy i love is my daddy'.

random fact number nine:
i think, too much sometimes.

random fact number ten:
ten rhymes with hen. i love them for providing me with eggs to eat.

random fact number eleven:
i believe i'm eccentric because people give me this look sometimes. are you guilty of that?

random fact number twelve:
i love secrets. i just don't like sharing them.

random fact number thirteen:
the movie thirteen rocks my socks!

random fact number fourteen:
i like even numbers more. so i'll stop here. 0 comment(s)

ustaz said,

"apa yang perlu kiter ingat, ialah, masjid ini tidak perlu kan kiter. senangkan kalau Tuhan nak kasi hidayah. orang ini ini ini, untuk ke masjid. kerana Tuhan maha kuasa. sebenarnye, kiter yang perlukan masjid. sebagai saham. cukup ke tidak dengan apa amal kiter lakukan, betol tentu ke kiter masuk ke syurga?"

the 'refresher course'.
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japanese post coming up next! hopefully, when i'm less tired. heh.

multidisciplinary? 0 comment(s)

banyak meminta, kurang memberi? *shake head profusely.
sesungguh tangan di atas lebih mulia daripada tangan di bawah.

bersyukur dengan apa yang ada, insyaAllah akan ditambah. 0 comment(s)

scream with me people;
FYP PRESENTATION IS OVER!
for some of the SAS students at least.
alvin teo gave us thumbs up and even said 'very good'. we were grinning by this time. happy k! come on, alvin teo? he exudes this 'respect-me-and-don't-mess-with-me-cause-i'll-leave-you-baffled aura. LOL! this means something!
then again, alvin teo is just one assessor of the 6. pray for me k people. XD

just three more tests to go. go go go!

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on that day,
lame moment #1

nuwul: ok, come let's recap.
yani: *takes bottle she was drinking from (already capped) and recaps, slooooooooowwwllyyyy.

-________-


lame moment #2:

yani talking to eliza: eliza, we can yahoo yahoo on thursay already.
liyana: nevermind, she can google google.
nuwul: *was dumbfounded for a whole 45seconds and gave an extremely shocked face; jaws dropped, eyes popped out, everything..
cos apparently, eliza's presentation is next sat you see.
O.o

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no wonder they we are friends.

all the best to those having the presentation on saturday! :)
all the best for your TP hanim! jia you! :D
and all the best for the interview bambaaaaaaaaaaaam! XD 0 comment(s)

i've not met the 3 bacins for a very long time.
i haven't seen them since forever.
haven't had lunch or gone out with them, berzaman. :(

i think of the things that we've shared with each other, for exploding with laughter together, and just spending time with them, for the care that they've shown me; sweet talking bebeh, countless photos taken.
:')

i miss them like crazy. 0 comment(s)

"Selamat Tahun Baru. Maal Hijrah. Semoga tahun ini dilimpah dengan keberkahan Allah. Dari yang kurang baik kepada yang baik, yang baik kepada yang lebih baik, insyaAllah. AMIN..."

my mom, my confider, my best friend.

sesungguhnya setiap perkataan yang diucapkan menjadi doa. :)

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"nuwul, we all gota learn to appreciate all the time..=D coz we all reallie are very blessed…lets learn togt! love ya!"

- standup comedian amalia.

nitpicking is a no no. right?
it's very typical for us humans dont you think? to nitpick, to complain, to always want what we see present somewhere else, and we dont have. how we are almost never happy ENOUGH with what we have.

do we not know that there are others in this world that is less fortunate than us?
do we not know that we could have it even worse?
do we not know that what we have now could be taken away from us?

but God is kind and despite the sins we have committed, we are still given the lifestyle that we lead. the food that we eat for nourishment. the clothes that we wear. the wonderful people that we are fortunate enough to have in our lives.
and most importantly, the days that we are given to repent.

serious talking at the pantry the other day; i like talking to you. :)

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"post fyp aka dinner was even much for FUN. with the capital F-U-N. how can food be fun you might ask, but dat doesnt matter rite. its the ppl that matters. its not that sort of fun like you're jumping ard, but its those kind of fun that makes you rmbr the conversation. hauhauahuaa.

and thinking of wad nurul says, it sounds a lil scary. "we wouldnt hav time to do this anymore a few yrs frm now. no more chilling ard. probably sitting with your *censor* husband." ahahhaha. dat coming frm nurul is farnie, the second part i mean. knowing her, she wld probably be the best wife a guy could hav la kan. ahhaha."

-loud hailer liyana.

serious?! i didn't even know that about myself. *blushes. HAHA.

time and time again, we never want good things to end. we want them to stay, to never go away. for time to stop, just for us. for us to be able to enjoy this very moment that we are experiencing.
or are we too afraid for what lies ahead of us? for not knowing, and the uncertainties. for what could be, and what may be.

and as Muslims, we are to remember about Qada' and Qadar. percaya kepada ketentuan Tuhan. with usaha, doa and tawwakkal, insyaAllah, the future is ours; if we live another day. ;)

for which ever path you take, i'll be behind you, cheering you on.

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"....."

- never updating blog yani. HAHA!

had a great time laughing with this woman in the library. 45minutes of jogging!! HAHA.

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and to that someone who has completed his CE point. YAY! *does the happy dance. XD 0 comment(s)

you know what, i thought of something girls.
why not add something to our never-ending-never-doing list, lets do some rock climbing please!
it'd be fun seeing you people fall. HAHA.
no lah, i'll be at the bottom, watching you fall. HAHA.
ok fine fine, i'll catch you. sheesh. touchy. *rolls eyes. hehe.



ouh, after graduation of course. like we don't know that already. :b 0 comment(s)

after a long time, it felt really heart-warming talking to oonisan. the whole family was there, and the love was there. the warmth, the laughter, not to mention the constant teasings. the exaggeration from affein and mama, the slumber-ness from abah. and of course the cuteness from me. haha! tak malu. XP

i missed the togetherness and i loved yesterday. yesterday was a wonderful day&night for me. from start till end. being surrounded by the people that matter so much to me. :')

i can't wait to be reunited with oonisan this year!
for all of us to be together again. all five of us. dang! i miss my family as a whole.
though oonisan is miles away, yesterday i was reminded that he wasn't really away. he was right there, in our hearts. :')


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abah said something just now, and they both finally acknowledged it.
now, i really wonder what will happen come february.

a new path to take.
new decisions to make.
there's so much at stake.
some risks i'm not willing to take.
some sacrifices i'm not willing to make.
only time will tell.
as for now, i'll live for what is mine,
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"a writer cannot write without looking deep into his/her heart and revealing something in his/her heart, or revealing something about himself/herself."

a published writer second me on that, robyn sisman.

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i'm going out with my lovelies today, and i cant wait. i am sooo excited about this outing, i have no idea why. haha. i've said it before, and i'm not hesitant to say it again, i just miss you! :B


hanim! aku rindu kau jugak!dan aku tau kau rindu aku. nyehehe. 0 comment(s)

my brother brought back a uv light torch. you know, the one u see on room raiders? and it was on his bed calling for me, 'pick me up!'
i had the chance to play csi and room raiders for awhile. cool or what? and i learned a little trick on how ica checks for passports and all that.

and yesterday, i cooked sayur for my family for the first time in my 19 years without any help from anyone! without any help!
it was colourful and my mom said tasted nice.
come on, for the first time?
without any help?
and no one suffered from diarrhea?
that's pretty amazing right? haha

pretty great accomplishment for me. and im proud of it. aren't you proud of me oonisan? XD

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today revolved a lot around one subject. *cough cough. :b
we were going through photos snapped in the past - friendship day, pasir ris with bubbles, etc - laughing our heads off at our selenger-ness and spontaneity then and making a fool of ourselves. we were probably heard by most in the library. darn, we had a good laugh.

i felt a warm fuzzy feeling inside me. and i knew it was love. i realized just how much i missed them.
now everyone, say it with me, 'awwwwwww'.
i was there, keeping quite most of the time, taking in the silly antics from them and well trying to control the ouh-so-terrible-headache. oh, what joy it brings. haha.
i love thee!

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= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says:
i got something for u to ponder over
hahahahhhahahahahahahaha
hehehehehehehheheheh

Blondified says:
at midnight....???

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says:
hohohohohohoohohoh
ihihihiihihihihiihihhi
AHAH!
ok
nthg big for u maybe lah
but

Blondified says:
u're like laughing on msn but ur face stone on camera
haha!

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says:
why is it that we get disappointed most by someone close to us..
because we expect more from them right?
but why do we expect more from them?

Blondified says:
sth like that... it's a sociology question!!!
haha... wait. i takie out the textbook

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says:
wow
wonderful
hahahahah!

Blondified says:
anihoo, the topic is underfamily


Blondified says:
*under family

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says:
ouh okie
cool

Blondified says:
let me type:

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says:
and what does i say?
k
best!
hug1!
alah takde emoticon
-_-
is it gonna b long?
if yes i wanna baring
k
you type
hehe

Blondified says:
"if i had been thinking as a sociologist, i wld have realised that, for better or for worse, our m,ost intense emotional experiences are bound up with our families.

we love, hate, protect, hurt, express generosity toward and envy nobody as much as our parents, siblings, children and mates. little wonder, then, thta most ppl are passionately connected with the rights and wrongs, the do's and dont's of family life. little wonder then that family issues lie close ot the centre of political debate in this country

little wonder that words , gestures and actions that seem trivial to an outsider can hold deep meaning and significance for family members

phew! habis

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says:
chiminiology
what is it saying?

Blondified says:
just saying that we feel very close to our family.. that's why when they do sth that's against our beliefs, we feel super duper angry
like if some classmate do sth like that, i wont get so angry
but when it
*it's someone u trust and are close to, you get very emotionally affected etc etc

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of the many things we talked about, and the many things that i have done on the 1st of january 2008.
a great start to a new year i must say.
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