this too shall pass. :)
that made me feel a little better. 0 comment(s)

i long for a hug. preferably from my mother.
that would do me some good right about now. :') 0 comment(s)

dariNya kami datang, kepadaNya kami kembali.
semoga tergolong antara penghuni syurga dan mereka yang beriman.
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make supplications, during good times and bad.
make supplications, for yourself and others.
make supplications, where ever you are.
make supplications, for the oppressed brothers and sisters.

you will be heard, and you will be rewarded.
so make supplications, and you will stay rooted.

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outlandish. *swooning.






sami yusuf rocks my smelly socks!
did i mention he's got facial hair? 0 comment(s)

men are from mars. and women from venus.
venusians have their own needs; so do martians.
we each have a role to play and switching roles would only jeopardize everything.

we think differently and the actions we do; no matter how well we mean and intend it to be, thinking it is the best thing to be doing, it may not necessarily be. and then you become all confused and think, what's happened?

so what do you do?
you pick up a 'men are from mars, women are from venus' book. haha.

and after reading it; if you realize how you were also part of the problem or maybe even caused it, correct them. be that gentle yet strong woman you are, and let that self-assured level-headed feminine side of you out. or be that giving and responsible man you are, and let that forgiving masculine purposeful person emerge. ;)

you realize that what martians are trying to do is please venusians.
that on it's own give them a lift. and by knowing just that it gives a lift to venusians too, yes? ;)
martians give, venusians receive graciously.
martians feel appreciated, venusians feel cared for. :)
it makes both happier, and love each other more.

"many women don't realize what a pleasure it is for a man to feel successful at pleasing or fulfilling a woman. it gives him such a lift. when anything on a date makes a woman happy, he will take credit.
when she likes the movie, on an emotional level it is as if he had written the movie script and starred in it. when she likes the soup at the restaurant, it is as if he had cooked it. when she compliments the movie or the soup, he feels complimented."

now, who dares tell me that is not cute? XD

a woman's pleasure on a date can light up a man's life in the same way that his consideration of her needs and feelings light up her life.

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feels good to be sharing something you have previously gained or learnt.
take care all. jaga diri wal iman. ;) 0 comment(s)

"life is like photography; you use the negatives to develop."

the past is gone forever, today is all that you have. so leave the future alone until it comes. 0 comment(s)

i'm beginning to not like the month of february very much.
cos pms has officially meddled with my life. 0 comment(s)

this is like so basi ald, but nevermind. i will end what i have started. lol.

well, year three, lessons-wise, has been pretty...
topsy-turvy.

grades fluctuating, fyp not helping.
juggling here, juggling there.
some stuff, i just couldn't bear.
it was pretty irritating.
and honey, i am so not kidding.
*blonde moment.

most favourite faci, has got to be preman, esther and chowdhury. and yes, i am allowed to have three most favourite faci. haha.
hmmm. most favourite lesson, hands down, has got to be oncology. hee.
let the love for oncology spread like cancer! ermmm, ya. *shifty eyes.
definitely gotta do with the people i work with.
siti amalia (why do i always put your full name eh?), shawn, glenn, sijia, sheikh, samuel. :) it helped that everyone in class was nice too. heh. ;)

but how about reasoning through ages? i like! a lot too!
i'll remember angus the most. the curly hair dude! ;D
liy, 'i'll smack you till your hair turns straight.' HAHAHAHAHA!

then there was fyp. the pi cum mentor was... nvm. you know what? let's not talk about him. ;) we like our poster a lot a lot. come i show you.

TADA!



lappy went craziest during this period. going up and down funan. wonderful, no? haha. :P

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i wish we didn't have to drift apart.
but i feel so left out.
i dont think i can penetrate.
not anymore. since a long time ago.
:(

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then you happened. :) 0 comment(s)

many times i question,
are we deserving of these? 0 comment(s)

it pays to have bestfriends who's great at english language. especially when you're writing dreadful essays. haha.

= the light of guidance = نور الهدى بنت معروف says (11:30 PM):
okie
hmm
thanks
eh
ah meng female aRH?!
cashmere mafia says (11:33 PM):
YYAAAAAAA
she's a grandma
and a good looking one too

THANK YOU! :D



my besties are awesome! XD 0 comment(s)

my hair smells so damn good right now!
HAHAHA. XP

and i can't wait for tmr
or wednesday!
yay!


ah meng was buried just today. so many people came, and so many people cried.
the zookeeper was crying when he made his speech. his voice all choky. ah meng must have touched a lot of hearts. :) i could feel their lost, my heart felt all warm inside, i almost wanted to tear watching them. the emotions so true. :')

did it cross your mind, if you would have the same effect on people? THAT many people?
i know i did.
the best of people are those that brings benefits to others.



shall update on year three and the graduation high tea next time! XD
now i'll be hunting down for referees.
preeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! *blows whistle.
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never take someone for granted,
hold every person close to your heart,
because you might wake up one day,
and realise that you've lost a diamond,


while you were too busy collecting stones.. 0 comment(s)

YEAR2SEM1 2006. W36K.

carolyn: 'W36K was an exceptional class man!'
haha, you got that right. :)
the most bonded class i've been in RP. the smartypants of dbms. many of them ended up in the ipbms class. and like what yani said, they are far from nerdy. a whole lot of fun, crazy but hardworking bunch. just the right balance.
banu and carolyn, can hear them 10miles away.
mel with her witty comebacks.
jaslyn and her calories.
zhao, shawn the best, sammy, samkuang the punk rock dude, weijie, eric, always like a swamp.
chee bun, one of the sweetest guys alive.
weiyang, currently extremely in love with his girlfriend. nyeheheh.
this was also the class where i met yani and liy. the people i hang out the most during this period. and it's kind of interesting how we all got closer together, don't you think? HOHOHO. well, God has His ways right? ;)



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YEAR2SEM2 2006/2007. W36P.

class were not THAT united, but the individuals are nice. :) again the smartypants. haha. far from nerdy though. but a lot of DOTA from the dudes. which reminds me how much i used to play CS in year1sem1! nyahahah.

yani same class tooooo! :D
i'll remember cell culture team the most! hehe.
siti amalia! the stand up comedian. hee. such a joy to be around.
alice, the nicest girl on earth. heh.
delwyn, forever smiley. we're on cloud SEVEN! XD
and of course shawn the best. LOL.
raymond, 'meetyoulater!' hahahahaha! i love shouting that whenever i see him. LOL.
and we all know priya right? the intellect. :)




because memories don't change. 0 comment(s)

i read blogs of others, and there are plenty about
how life is gonna be different after poly,
how great it has been,
how they are gonna miss everyone in school,
the endless presentations, UTs, RJs, evaluations, crazy fyp period, ce talks and activities,
the memories that will remain forever,
wonderful friendships forged that would go beyond RP,

how even though we entered RP knowing that it would probably be hell, it turned out great anyways.
you know, those stuff?
yeah, i feel the exact same thing. :')


YEAR1SEM1 2005. PB0105.
the first class in RP. hard working, undoubtedly. fun and noisy, unquestionable.
it's such a waste i lost the photos wen i reformatted my lappy. the first ever jalan raya with RP peopleseseses and sentosa. buying food from the cafe then eating them in class. the smell in the class would always stay even after a few hours. haha.
i still vividly remember the laughters we have, the presentations. especially with guang wei. HAHA. the biggest joker in class.
hanim, aisyah, imah, sha.
aisyah; her smallness just makes people wanna kidnap her and bring her home. :P
imah; chuckies bride. hahaha. she's loud, and i mean L-O-U-D.
sha; very sisterly. tengku, hanim, sha and i, always going to cahaya after school to eat. hehe. gosh, that was a looong time ago.

and hanim, she's been the one that's stuck with me through all these years. she's definitely special. we've seen each other change and grow, insyaAllah, for the better.
:')

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YEAR1SEM2 2005/2006. PE0103.
without a doubt the most 'garang-ish' class i've been in RP. haha.
remember always skipping 2nd meeting to go jalan-jalan in town. we were still in tanglin! ouh man, tanglin. i wish i could go back there and see how it is. :)

the usual people:
sai the yamakazi,
lin SEXY,
dyl anak rahman,
wee siong the artist,
shawny the best,
adib,
grace the loud crazy girl,
xiang ni the rotaract president,
boon boon the photographer,
terence the chikopek,
elliot the nicest blur guy.

sai and lin, they've almost seen everything about me. laughters, cries, lameness, all. :)

i'll remember the last day in this class. we all wore formal wear. and we took tonnes of photos, which again, were all gone due to refomatting. pfft.

just one photo, to remember the chalet. this chalet, hold a whole lot of memories.
this was also the first time i went to see gender confused dudes. i like! XD hahaha.


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this is random, but i'm craving for tau huey. *drools and slurps.

hmmmmm.

anyways,
got this from somewhere.
Between Adhan and Iqamah
Anas (RA) narrated that Allah's Messenger (SAW) said:
'A supplication made between the Adhan and Iqama is not rejected.'

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sunshine is delicous,
rain is refreshing,
wind braces us up,
there is really no such thing as bad weather,
only different kinds of weather.

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"To laugh is to risk appearing a fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose one's feelings is to risk rejection.
To place your dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule.

To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To go forward in the face of overwhelming odds is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is
to risk nothing.

The person who risks nothing,
Does nothing,
Has nothing and is nothing.

He may avoid sufferings and sorrows,
But he cannot learn,
Feel, change, grow, or love.

Chained by his certitudes, he is a slave.
He has forfeited his freedom.
Only a person who takes risks is free."

-- Leo Buscalia

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"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin."

~anonymous~ 0 comment(s)