I used to hide away
If we could light up every street with our cellular phones, then maybe we can save ourselves or maybe we won't. But it doesn't even matter if we got no plan, as long as you're holding on to somebody's hand.
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And only try to save myself
i expect to pass through this world but once.
any good, therefore, that i can do
or any kindness i can show to any fellow creature,
let me do it now.
let me not defer or neglect it
for I shall not pass this way again.
-- stephen grellet
Title: untukmu teman.
Date/Time: Monday, March 30, 2009 // 7:34 PM

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i got this somewhere off the net. Hamdulillah. :)

wanita solehah
'Wanita solehah itu aurat dijaga,
Pergaulan dipagari,
Sifat malu pengikat diri,
Seindah hiasan di dunia ini.

Keayuan wanita solehah itu, tidak terletak pada kecantikan wajahnya,
Kemanisan wanita solehah, tidak terletak pada kemanjaannya,
Daya penarik wanita solehah itu,
Bukan pada kemanisan bicaranya yang mengoncang iman para muslimin,
Dan bukan pula terletak pada kebijaksanaannya bermain lidah, memujuk rayu,
Bukan dan tidak sama sekali.

Kepetahan wanita solehah,
Bukan pada barang kemas atau perihal orang lain,
Tapi pada perjuangannya meningkatkan martabat agama.

Nafsu mengatakan wanita cantik dengan paras rupa yang indah bak permata yang menyeri alam,
Akal mengatakan wanita cantik atas kemajuan dan kekebalannya dalam ilmu serta pandai dari segala aspek ,
Hati menyatakan kecantikan wanita hanya pada akhlaknya,
Itupun seandainya hati itu bersih untuk menilai.

Wahai wanita jangan dibangga dengan kecantikan luaran,
Kerna satu hari nanti ianya akan lapuk di telan zaman,
Tetapi jaga dan peliharalah kecantikan dalaman ,
Agar diri ini bersih dan sentiasa mendapat Rahmat Ilahi,
Wahai wanita jangan berbangga dengan ilmu duniawi yang kau kuasai ,
Kerna ada lagi manusia yang lebih berpengetahuan darimu ,
Wahai wanita jangan pula berdukacita atas kekurangan dirimu,
Kerna ada lagi insan yang lebih malang darimu.

Wahai wanita solehah jangan dirisau akan jodohmu,
Kerana muslimin yang bijaksana itu tidak akan terpaut pd wanita hanya kerana kecantikannya ,
Bersyukurlah diatas apa yang ada,
Serta berusaha demi keluarga, bangsa dan agama.'
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Title: and only with indifference do you know you don't care.
Date/Time: 6:22 PM

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this is for the three girls that got killed/beheaded/hurt by their brother.

samantha revelus: acquaintance
of the strength of women in the face of 'ignorant souls.'


"so what lousy wind brought you here?
what values you offer?
she's a woman, a queen, a goddess.
don't treat her like any other."

and this, is for all aged parents or grandparents that's suffering from alzheimer's disease.

'my moods were pulled and pushed around like a plaything. when my mother was in a good state, i'd fear it would not last.

'when she was in a bad state, i'd fear it would get worse.'
she see-sawed between uncontrollable bouts of confused wailing and quiet moments of lucidity.

once, mr wong quizzed her on his name. she reprimanded him: 'i'm your mother. you're my son. isn't that enough?'

later, she softened and said: 'your name is in my heart. that's the most important thing. other things don't matter.'

he recalled: 'those words went straight to my heart. that was the re-emergence of my mother.'

let my prayers be with them.. :)
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Title: a violent streak.
Date/Time: Monday, March 23, 2009 // 8:37 PM

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baru satu hari buat mcm gini, dah banyak comment.
mintak kene swing eh?
bagi penumbuk sulong baru tau.

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Title: I.N.S.P.I.R.I.N.G.
Date/Time: Wednesday, March 18, 2009 // 6:11 PM

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there's always gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes i'm gonna have to lose

ain't about how fast i get there
ain't about what's waiting on the other side
it's the climb



this song will be my start of school song! huahuahua. :D
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Title: everything perishes.
Date/Time: Sunday, March 15, 2009 // 9:38 PM

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in this world, everything is temporary.

he's so independent. he'd always want to do everything on his own. trying his best to do all of his errands without anyone's help.
if anything, i'd say he's independent, strong-willed, and optimistic.

'i'm strong, i'm strong. i can do it, it's okay. let me do it. you don't have to do it.'
all this while, i believed him.
the few sentences we hear so often.

i forgot that everything we have, is borrowed.
i forgot that we are all mere beings.
i forgot that he's a man of wisdom, but especially age.

and at that brief moment, my mind went wild, Astaghfirullah.
i thought of the worst scenario possible.
thank god, someone on the other end of the line was able to calm me down.
even then, i still couldn't hold back the tears.
i don't think i have walked with so much purpose, where someone really really depended on me for something.
with recitation of Surah Yasin playing in my ear, i felt calmer and the wild thoughts started to fade into nothing.
instead, i was optimistic and hopeful.

after all that, i realise just how much i love him.
after all that, i realise just how lucky i am to be surrounded by such wonderful people.
after all that, i realise just how incredibly fragile life is.

but i am extremely grateful i could be there for him and that everything is fine now. Alhamdulillah. :)
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Title: tearible inglish.
Date/Time: Thursday, March 12, 2009 // 2:23 PM

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for the email on morning roster; see below.

Terribly sorry for the mix up!
Please you this latest sent roster.



melayu pecah, english pecah.
ish ish ish.
rabak rabak.
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