you shouldn't look for someone to make you happy. you make yourself feel happy.

~lucy camden, 7th heaven

i believe it's the same for everything else.

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i love meeting the besties, cos i always leave feeling inspired; even when all we do is just talk :) i love me besties. :)



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although i'm not a guy, NS really-REALLY sucks. haha. :b 3 comment(s)

And among His Signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that ye may dwell in tranquillity with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts): verily in that are Signs for those who reflect.

~ Qur’an, Ar-Rum, Surah 30:21 0 comment(s)

i've always had occasional pains with the growing of my wisdom tooth.
but this has got to be the worst episode yet.
my cheek's swollen and chewing really hurts.

i'm glad we have gauze balls lying around at home.
biting on those gives me great relief! :) 0 comment(s)

my doctor's right.
i feel nauseous and have a headache because of my stress and lack of sleep.
i'm not kidding when i say i sleep with numbers running through my head. there are times i wake up in the night seeing formula and methametical signs. oh stress visuals, you're driving me crazy.

ya Allah, tenangkan hati ini. hanya denganMu ku berharap dan padaMu ku bergantung. 0 comment(s)

i found a print out of musollah (prayer room) locations in singapore on the study table! :D
this makes everything so much easier.
whoever put it there, bless their soul!
it's gotta be one of my smelly brothers.

yay! terima kasih kerana memudahkan untuk diri ini beribadah kepadaMu.

you lift me up; i feel on top of the world. :) 0 comment(s)

apart from getting course materials,
sometimes i wonder why i go for lectures.

cos really, the videos uploaded on youtube help me much better than my lecturer.
like the people who are in those videos explain the things i learn so much more/better.
my lecturer is always in a hurry to finish.

haiyah. i guess he's not that bad, cos he will conduct 'tutoring' to those who request for them, and he'll entertain calls from students.

if all lecturers were like my sports module lecturer i previously had,
majority of us students would highly likely do much better in school.
the smart ones will be smarter. etc etc.

bahhhhhh, enough ranting.
less snapping, more mugging.
toodles lovelies. :) 0 comment(s)

i know this song may make some sleepy. -.-
but i love it's tune. it's very poetic too.
i love zee avi, she's so cute! haha. :)

I am a honey bee
Shunned off from the colony
And they won’t let me in
So I left the hive
They took away all my stripes
And broke off both my wings
So I’ll find another tree
And make the wind my friend
I’ll just sing with the birds
They’ll tell me secrets off the world

and another song of hers 'just you and me'

You said, "Darling, I am tired of livin' my routined life.
There's so much in the world that i'd like
to soak up with my eyes."
Well, baby i never did stop you from going out to explore
We can do it all together from the colds of the poles
to the tropics of Borneo

beautifully written :) 0 comment(s)

"Love...is a deep unity, maintained by the will and deliberately strengthened by habit; reinforced by the grace which both partners ask and receive from God."

C.S. Lewis

it's the 17th in another part of the world.
does that count? :) 1 comment(s)

there'll be times when you fake something,
it'll turn out to be true and matters will get worse.
that's when you wish you've never pretended or played games.

it's as if God's saying,
'ahhh, kau nak sangat kan, takpe aku bagi kau.'

many know this as a self fulfilling prophecy.

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as for now, i'm thinking happy thoughts and being hopeful.
i'll dream of good things and good things will happen to me; that's the secret.

'it's not always rainbows and butterflies
it's compromise that moves us along.'

it's a bigger, meaner world out there. 2 comment(s)

i'm so fickle with my blogskin these past few weeks.
with the things on my plate, a blogskins should be the least of my concerns but i can't help myself!

the weekends have been wonderful for me.
i love spending time with the people i love. hee.
having spent my sunday with my parents and grandparents was the cherry on top.

Alhamdulillah, thank you God.

praying for continued wonderful and blessed days ahead. :)
good night and God bless you wonderful readers! *chuckles. 0 comment(s)

i love the hospital.
cos that's a place where miracles happen. :)

i was at the hospital just a few hours ago.
my aunt got admitted for Henoch-Schonlein Purpura. quite a mouth full right.

so anyways,
my uncle was asking the staff nurse and student nurse what that illness was.
they didn't know. the staff nurse only said it was a rash that she'd never heard of. purpura, in medical terms i suppose means rash.

as we were just sitting around, minding our business three medical students entered the ward and requested to talk to my aunt.
really. no big deal right.

well at least not until my aunt and uncle started to ask them about the diagnose.

one of the guy medical student started to explain and my heart skipped a beat.
he said it in such a confident and kind manner, with no air about him and made us understand something we had zero clue.

there's always something about a confident knowledgeable man.

so sexy. :D hehe. 1 comment(s)

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as if it was the first time knowing this fact,
i realised that my life is not so bad.
and i am actually not that messed up.

i'm pretty functional, and i'm actually doing something with my life.
i could do more.
but i am doing something.

here i am, working my ass off (almost) trying to understand what the heck my stats lecturer is blabbering on and on about. so far, whatever i have been trying to make sense actually make sense. (LOL) then again i haven't proceeded to topics 3 to 5.

i wished the engineer of a brother and the math teacher of a sister-in-law was living with us so that i could ask them questions no one seem to have answers too.
i mean, summation signs, variance, standard deviation, correlation, regression, probability, should all be easy peasy right?
i mean they deal with all these jargon for a living!

ok, enough ranting, i should really attempt to sleep.
it's already 1.16am in the morning.
i need some sleep.
else i'd feel like i'm doing things at a speed faster than in reality again.
i know sounds weird, it's a very strange sensation when that happens.
i think that's me panicking.


whatever it is, good night!
sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite.
if they do, move to another matress and get a new one the next day! 0 comment(s)

nothing beats a mother's care when you're sick.
she's the one whose willing to stay up all night just to make sure you'll be alright.
check up on you every now and then.
sleeping by your bedside.
and making you porridge cos she wants you to eat more than just a piece of bread.

nothing beats a mother's care when you're sick. 2 comment(s)

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