I used to hide away
If we could light up every street with our cellular phones, then maybe we can save ourselves or maybe we won't. But it doesn't even matter if we got no plan, as long as you're holding on to somebody's hand.
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And only try to save myself
i expect to pass through this world but once.
any good, therefore, that i can do
or any kindness i can show to any fellow creature,
let me do it now.
let me not defer or neglect it
for I shall not pass this way again.
-- stephen grellet
Title: find your way back home.
Date/Time: Monday, March 22, 2010 // 2:14 PM

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i miss posting stuff here... :)

he's right. moving to tumblr makes you wanna reblog and share works of others.
not much of yours.

for some reason, i'm less stifled here than i am there.

almost free-er than i am there, like here, more of my original ideas are heard.
so until i can comfortably decide on one host, i'll record my personal accounts here, and post inspirational works of others on tumblr - mostly graphics.

but tumblr is really qutie amazing. no kidding.
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Title: pack your bags!
Date/Time: Tuesday, March 16, 2010 // 11:32 PM

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cos we are mooooooooooooooving
to tumblr.. :)


i may be mentel and move back here, but in case i don't here's the url.

newhome-newideas!

see you there :)
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Title: you can do better!
Date/Time: Sunday, March 14, 2010 // 10:12 PM

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NOT HAPPY.
I DO NOT LIKE WHAT I SEE.

eeeeeee.



no pain no gain, live with it..
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Title: 50four.
Date/Time: Saturday, March 13, 2010 // 11:04 PM

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yesterday we celebrated my abah's birthday.
just a small one to mark my dad's years spent on this temporary world.

when asked if i had something to add on,
i had many to thank for, but little came out.

in the end,
i gave thanks for having the best dad for me, and said,
'semoga kita semua dapat berkumpul seperti ini di yaumil ma'syar'.

and that really is all i ask for..

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another occasion to celebrate, tok ayah and my cousins left for umrah this afternoon.
semoga mendapat umrah yang mabrur. amin! :)
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Title: remembering the last Prophet.
Date/Time: 9:59 PM

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"Do not be people without minds of your own, saying that if others treat you well you will treat them well and that if they do wrong you will do wrong. But (instead) accustom yourselves to do good if people do good and not to do wrong if they do evil."
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Prophet Muhammad (s) as reported in Al-Tirmidhi, Hadith 1325.

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"Do good deeds properly, sincerely and moderately and know that your deeds will not make you enter Paradise, and that the most beloved deed to Allah’s is the most regular and constant even though it were little."

———
Prophet Muhammad (s) as narrated by A’isha (ra) in Sahih Bukhari, vol. 8, hadith 471

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have a beautiful weekend and days ahead lovely people. :)
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Title: forgive me for i'm not perfect.
Date/Time: Wednesday, March 10, 2010 // 6:36 PM

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complaining isn't a bad thing.
it gets everything out and into the open.
always feel so much better after you've poured it all out, right?

without complaining, you'll get depressed/stressed more easily. you keep everything inside and it'll become a clutter - very unhealthy. and then it'll manifest itself into physical pain. stomach ulcer, etc etc. we know the drill.

apart from expelling the unwanted or unpleasant things and emotions you're going through, had to go through, is feeling or felt, complaining also helps people bond.

think about it.
how many times have you complained about something and then you've suddenly made a new friend?

an old granny in line with you complaining about the slow cashier,
a sitting partner complaining about how difficult the question in class is.

and how much more often do you tell a happy tale instead of a not-so-happy tale?

it's a tool and way of socialising. that's how we relate to one another.

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but what annoys me the most is when people complain about a certain thing,
but does nothing to change it. especially when it's something that is absolutely doable.

now that, that frustrates me.

i'm fine if you complain, everyone needs to do that; let out some steam.
but if it's you're always filled with negativity, and so much pessimism,
trust me, i am not the only one running 5miles away from you.

that's when we'll all be listening with our ears half closed.
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Title: my bumptop zen makeover.
Date/Time: 12:02 PM

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the 'Q' on the top left is wall is suppose to be pictures found in my pictures folder.
wonder why it's not working.

hmm, either way, this is growing on me. :)
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Title: hmmm.
Date/Time: Tuesday, March 09, 2010 // 9:53 AM

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i am considering switching to tumblr.


what say you?
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Title: now i see.
Date/Time: Saturday, March 06, 2010 // 6:51 PM

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you know it's wonderful when 9 feels like 2.
8:) ♥ d:)
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Title: mysteriously turned old(er).
Date/Time: Friday, March 05, 2010 // 10:24 AM

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me: how old is the anak?
mama: around late teen gitu la.
me: oh, around my age gitu?
mama: kau dah dua puluh lebih!

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me: oh yar... right.

i guess they're right, as you age,
your memory fails you more and more.


hahahaha.
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Title: sutun.
Date/Time: Wednesday, March 03, 2010 // 7:09 PM

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i was browsing fb.

looked through pictures.
there were a group of pretty boys.
as in really pretty boys.
boys don't like to be pretty, they like to be handsome etc etc.
but they're pretty boys - they actually want to be pretty.

ask me how i know?
they wore ladies' shoes, painted their nails and carried purses.
and honey, they can work those heels!
oh yeah, their makeup skills are tremendous! jealous aku. :b
they're so pretty they'll put some of us girls to shame!

i'm no one to judge, and they intrigue me.
it'll really be interesting to find out more about them, don't you think?
to see what's going on in their human psych.

there's a reason for everything.
kerana kita hidup dalam dunia asbab.

if anything, i admire their courage. i admire how they trust themselves entirely they aren't afraid to be themselves when some of us are busy trying to be someone we're not. maybe we could learn a thing or two from these pretty boys. :)
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Title: like a fat kid love his candy.
Date/Time: 12:00 AM

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sometimes you just need that one person
who will let you talk and ramble
listen to you complain and look like an idiot,
but still love you all the same
~theflightout.tumblr

as crazy as it sounds, i find it incredibly endearing how he'd always find ways to convince me to go sleep (or do something, anything else) so that he'll get his beauty sleep. haha.

i guess i'll give him that. he's gotta put up with my constant nagging and ranting. heh.

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now this i can't wait for! weekends, come quick!
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Title: i'm sticking with you, cos i'm made out of glue.
Date/Time: Tuesday, March 02, 2010 // 2:17 PM

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i went back to kampong over weekend, did you know? :B
it's really nice going back.
always feel relaxed, with little care in the world.
it always almost like a holiday and a break.

the best part about going back to kampong is always the journey.
looking up into the sky, with the moon following us and the stars glittering the skies.
you can't help but wonder and feel blessed. i literally smiled to myself each time i look up.
feel so small, yet so amazingly at peace.

but once it hits morning, or mid afternoon, we got fried. the weather was soooo hot. especially because it's so warm these days. everyone got home having a burnt face. really. i looked at my dad and i've never seen him that red before. huhu. because of the heat (i'm assuming) i felt soooooooooo tired.

gosh, i'd give anything to feel the way i did looking up in to the night sky so wide. it was so beautiful. :) but i guess it's back to hitting the books, back to the hustle and bustle of life. of real life.
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